Hello out there to all you Suicide bloggers!
Hope everyones holiday went GREAT! Mine was enjoyable and intense at the same time! Good shit. . . hehe
It was a lot of good food and laughter which are a couple things I love! Everyone needs to experience life to the fullest and happiest they can make it. Im sure we all go through many stages and one of them is feeling sad and lost, not knowing what your next move is and where it will take you once you make it! Right now, that is me . . . to the T!!
Im not saying Im not happy with where I am and what I have. Just knowing that there is sooo MUCH more to see out in this scary beautiful world and honestly my journey has just began, I dont wanna get stuck in one place for a long period of time. Ive been in my apt now for two years, and thats crazy! It went by too fast. I say I wanna get out and leave, but knowing how I am and one thing that is keeping me here is . . . Family! Serious tho, what can you do? There is always gonna be downfalls and the upside of things no matter what you decide to do!!!!!!!
I hear and read so many stories of how people just wanted to and just DO IT! Can I just say, PROPS to you all!! So I just keep telling myself it cant be that bad and that if I really wanted to I could and I should. I should never hold back and I know that! Gotta follow them instincts. . . .
There are always choices and decisions that need to be made right in front of you. One for tonight is how to celebrate the New Year?! A question we all have and I know Ive been asking myself this for the last week. I remember last year I worked not remembering if it was any good, Im sure it was a party which means a good time but there was no kiss I was wanting. . . So now that is an issue what do you do. Get that kiss to start the New Year off right . . . or . . . . start it off getting money. Hmmmmm money isnt everything but on the other hand a kiss doesnt last forever. Just silly lil traditions people create over the years!
Im sure ill be scratching my mind and driving myself NUTS (yummy) until the last min. I just freaking know it. Im ridiculous !!
I guess I better start it off with getting ready for the day find a cute outfit. You know us girls. . . lol
With that said, Im getting off of here. Hope you all have a FANTASTIC night, doing whatever it is you do to bring in the New Year. 2012!!!!!! I will leave you with this... ending 2011 tho!
Hope everyones holiday went GREAT! Mine was enjoyable and intense at the same time! Good shit. . . hehe
It was a lot of good food and laughter which are a couple things I love! Everyone needs to experience life to the fullest and happiest they can make it. Im sure we all go through many stages and one of them is feeling sad and lost, not knowing what your next move is and where it will take you once you make it! Right now, that is me . . . to the T!!
Im not saying Im not happy with where I am and what I have. Just knowing that there is sooo MUCH more to see out in this scary beautiful world and honestly my journey has just began, I dont wanna get stuck in one place for a long period of time. Ive been in my apt now for two years, and thats crazy! It went by too fast. I say I wanna get out and leave, but knowing how I am and one thing that is keeping me here is . . . Family! Serious tho, what can you do? There is always gonna be downfalls and the upside of things no matter what you decide to do!!!!!!!
I hear and read so many stories of how people just wanted to and just DO IT! Can I just say, PROPS to you all!! So I just keep telling myself it cant be that bad and that if I really wanted to I could and I should. I should never hold back and I know that! Gotta follow them instincts. . . .
There are always choices and decisions that need to be made right in front of you. One for tonight is how to celebrate the New Year?! A question we all have and I know Ive been asking myself this for the last week. I remember last year I worked not remembering if it was any good, Im sure it was a party which means a good time but there was no kiss I was wanting. . . So now that is an issue what do you do. Get that kiss to start the New Year off right . . . or . . . . start it off getting money. Hmmmmm money isnt everything but on the other hand a kiss doesnt last forever. Just silly lil traditions people create over the years!
Im sure ill be scratching my mind and driving myself NUTS (yummy) until the last min. I just freaking know it. Im ridiculous !! I guess I better start it off with getting ready for the day find a cute outfit. You know us girls. . . lol
With that said, Im getting off of here. Hope you all have a FANTASTIC night, doing whatever it is you do to bring in the New Year. 2012!!!!!! I will leave you with this... ending 2011 tho!
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Glad you are enjoying the sunny set!