I feel like I'm at a crossroads. Clearly I am. My body feels foreign to me. Not necessary bad just strange. I wake up evey day and think..wow this is just bizarre that this is me and my life. I never imagined.
Anyway...recontruction is in process. I will do radiation probably in January. Then take some crazy meds for five years so that this shit doesn't come back. In the spring I have one more surgery to finish the "make my boobs look awesome" job. Then I hope to make some larger changes. I worry because NOW I have a pre-existing condition. Health insurance could be an issue in the future.
If my city job would allow me to live outside the city, I'd probably just move to Jersey and be even closer to the shore. BEcause nothing makes me happier than waves!
I went out with some other girls I hang with. They are are also going through treatment. One is 28, the other is 32. They are awesome and collectively we are rockstars! My one friend just got her boobs finished and they look HOT! We are so used to talking about our boobs, showing our boobs, and having our boobs felt that without even thinking I was feeling her up at the bar. She offered so I could see what to expect but we sort of forget that there are other people who aren't quite used to this behavior. anyway.........it wasn't sexual for us but for others....
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Anyway...recontruction is in process. I will do radiation probably in January. Then take some crazy meds for five years so that this shit doesn't come back. In the spring I have one more surgery to finish the "make my boobs look awesome" job. Then I hope to make some larger changes. I worry because NOW I have a pre-existing condition. Health insurance could be an issue in the future.
If my city job would allow me to live outside the city, I'd probably just move to Jersey and be even closer to the shore. BEcause nothing makes me happier than waves!
I went out with some other girls I hang with. They are are also going through treatment. One is 28, the other is 32. They are awesome and collectively we are rockstars! My one friend just got her boobs finished and they look HOT! We are so used to talking about our boobs, showing our boobs, and having our boobs felt that without even thinking I was feeling her up at the bar. She offered so I could see what to expect but we sort of forget that there are other people who aren't quite used to this behavior. anyway.........it wasn't sexual for us but for others....
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I hope the reconstructive surgery goes well, and the "make-your-boobs-look-awesome" job will be super cool.
You're a real hero, thought you should know.
Wushu however is form of modernised Kung Fu for performance. It's really a blankett term for all Chinese martial arts, but it has slowly become a form in it's own right that mixes other forms of kung fu into a routine for exhibition. It's romanticised and over the top.
This is the Beijing Team training. They are amazing, I can only dream of ever being this good.