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Life feels a little bit hopeless at the moment....

There are so many things on my mind i can't even think....

I am very very much stressed....

I feel like a punching bag...


I need some things to happen by divine intervention. Take some of the load off.

paging Dr Feelgood..........paging Dr Feelgood......
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laura_belle:
jesus h. murphy, do i ever know what you mean.

i'm building a hideaway under the sea for times when i wanna escape. you're welcome to visit me whenever you like, but byob, please. wink
laura_belle:
i've seen brazil, but it was a really long time ago. too long, in fact. terry gilliam is up there with some of my favourite directors. it's a shame the brother's grimm was so disappointing.

when my deep sea hideaway is complete, i think i'll host a film night. mmmmm...snobbery.
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Whew!! .....I'm glad that's over.

I avoided updating yesterday, cause i knew anything i wrote would come out cynical. I'm not a valentines hater. I just don't see the point. The way you treat your s.o. should be to the best of your ability at all times....and should completely invalidate the need for valentines day.
But then again...who can argue against another excuse for bedroom...
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sarahphina:
i also think that valentines day should be changed to a friends holiday if a holiday at all because it sucks. but i did make a new friend in a blind date gone wrong hahahah but it was all good. a couple vodka cranberrys to wash down the boredness and turn it into amusement. god i can always count on that haha.

ooo i have a new flavor for our exotic oreo line. pina colada. its good, they're good, hey it could work.

yah i was looking at a camera for about the same price.. well in there. fuckin shoot me or at least give me a winning lotto ticket.

i should sell my jeans on ebay. but then i wouldnt own anymore. i am, after all, a klutz and even more so when i tend to get tipsy. its all good. maybe i can afford my camera then hehe.

i get home tomorrow. back to reality. merrrrrr.
i am considering moving to colorado tho. that should be interesting.
scarletlotussoul:
When I was single, my ex-roommate and I had an idea for celebrating Valentine's day. We tried to think of the most unromantic thing we could, and came up with this:
Valentine's Day Colonics! (Colon Irrigation). We only did it once, but it was magical.
wink
--Lo--
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Today was spent at various funeral events for my uncle. Funeral mass, burial, wake....

So nothing much to report really. Other than the unfortunate circumstance of having to be around my sisters all day. I wasn't even there 20 min, and i wished i was in the coffin.
Self-righteous bitches. And that's what i told him when i went to pay respects. I called him...
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laura_belle:
isn't it awfully tiring?
sarahphina:
the jeans in the pic i ruined in my little drunken stumble the other night, and you know you love my snowman rex.

i say we go ahead and pitch the coconut ooo wait "hawaiian style" oreo's and have dunking oreo contest on tv with david while dissing oprah. and you are right about the snobby woodpuppet cus damn she is.
my sister is the same but managed to loosin up a little bit over the year. thank fuckin god.

no i do not have lung cancer but unless i stop smoking pronto (i'm in the process!!!) and keep this up i will have it in say 40 years. i'm doing pretty well i think. just a couple a day but not a pack. soon enough sooooon e.nough. i know its a nasty habit.

i do not want a digital right now.. probably in a year or so when i can afford the one i want wich is not cheap (you know how that is) and then theres a whole new thing i have to learn about, but somehow i think its easier then 35mm because i dont have to worry about developing chemicals, just the paper and a good fuckin printer. wich, again, is not cheap. all in good time tho right?

i have been freezing my ass off for the past 5 days. haaha i used some of my dirty socks to cover my hands to make the snowman. i use my noggin hahahahah

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So my place is trashed.....

Not destroyed....but i can't take a step anywhere without hitting a bottle with my foot.
There are people passed out in places and positions i didn't even know was possible to fall asleep in.
And there is that morning-after-party stench wafting through the place.
Cigarette butts in the sink, as well as pots and pans.
The washroom faucet was still...
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hellkitten:
After reading xela's comment I've decided I need more funner/creativer friends. Uhh... yeah.
hellkitten:
Because themed bashes would be ridiculously fun +o)
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*swipe
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lazboy:
You are teh w1nnaR!!!111!1!11! biggrin

Seriously, how cool is that? It sounds so ambiguous to my modern ears. I wonder if it did back then?
lazboy:
Yeah, Sam Morse probably was being dramatic. Still, it makes for great cyberpunk fodder.

I am also reminded, of course, of Alex Bell's "Watson, come here, I need you." Now why would a guy say something innocuous for the first ever telephone transmission? When it isn't innocuous. Bell and Watson shared the love that dare not speak it's name! wink

It ain't subtle, but I do like, "I am become death, the destroyer of worlds."
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You know when you're lying in bed and reading a book, or looking at tv, or just lying there...and someone you really like is playing with / running their fingers through the hair on the back of your head.
That's the feeling i miss right now.
That's my favourite feeling.

anyways.
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Don't read this......i'm warning you:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
5 WEIRD HABITS:

1....
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luckie:
Haha, I love your profile picture biggrin
xela:
i love that hair feeling, i try to recreate it but it feels creepy for some reason

c'mon hottie put a "real" pic up hehe

my bike is a push bike woo hoo
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Once i dreamed a dream.......but now that dream is gone from me...

Reading laura_belle's journal remeinded me of the fact that i still don't feel at home in this town.

It's definately the people.

I don't even feel on the same wave-length as anybody. They don't get me, i don't get them. The men are complete bastards that think of nothing except their image...
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xela:
Oi! im not sneaky, well maybe a lil.

Don't say all that neg stuff about Vancouver, im mving there boo hoo

when i get there we shall party and show those stupid scenesters how to really be "cool" hehe

xoxo
shicawgo:
Are you talkin about Vancouver BC? Is it really that bad up there?


I'm a lefty too. So you can know I'm awesome. smile Leftys are the tip top.


xoxo
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tired....







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laura_belle:
nap?

double post? maybe i need a nap...

[Edited on Feb 05, 2006 12:52PM]
sarahphina:
double stuff lol and i lookd for the one that is half mint half creme but they didnt have it.. oreo's coming out with a lot of stuff lately, its getting pretty crazy hahaha
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Well i have had an interesting week to say the least.

I met this completely funny guy, who stutters when he gets drunk. It's hilarious to hear him try to speak as he gets more and more intoxicated. And it turns out, he's good freinds with my neighbour steph, and just got into town. I see the begining of a funny friendship.


And I don't...
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er:
ha. haha.
xela:
heheh damn u saw through my plan :p
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I guess it's about time i actually updated this thing, instead of posting random indecipherable latent content.
For those of you who got anything out of anything, this won't be anything new.
Just very recently i finally ended things with a girl that i had deeply cared for, for a very long time. She turned out to be something else than what i thought she...
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laura_belle:
worry not.

although mr. brody undoubtedly impregnated your mother, i'm certain she probably miscarried shorty after conception due to his soul crushingly tragic performance.
jocelynn:
Thanks biggrin