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I'm sorry i'm not terribly interesting these days...
but i'm trying to figure out a lot of questions, that keep on popping up...
Oh boy....life...*sarcastic snuggle*
so, let's just follow the trend of easy yet interesting update...hehe
20 things about saltonsea -
1 - I have a deep inability to believe anything i haven't seen or touched myself.
2 - I am always at war with myself over my vile reluctance to have any sort of ego, and my own self-entitled opinion that i am destined for greatness.
3 - I am unable to accept compliments. I might on the rare occasion agree with you, but i still can't stand hearing compliments. It makes me shy and uneasy.
4 - I do however, love hearing them through a third party. As in, "Jane told me she thinks....."
5 - There are times....where i seriously question my sanity. And not in the "life is so crazy" sense. I mean i
seriously question it.
6 - I was misdiagnosed with ADD when i was a kid. The subsequent diet of pills forced me into a constant series of severe depressions, which i believe are the basis for my neurosis today. So basically, i wasn't crazy, but now i am.
7 - I hate clown dolls......they creep me out.
8 - A long standing goal of mine, is to write an epic poem on the body of a naked woman. A La
The Pillow Book.
9 - I have an uncontrollable urge to write on every sort of surface. My computer, bookshelves, cuboards, all have little sonnets or short poems scribbled on them.
10 - I am determined not to spend my old age in north america.
11 - I spent a large portion of my teenage life painting warhammer figurines.
12 - I once wrote a cursed poem. Everyone i have ever shown it to, has gone tragically from my life. Ironically, i also think it is one of the best i have ever written.
13 - I find a woman looks the sexiest in the late morning, still lying in bed, with the summer sun comming through the window
14 - I know exactly what i want. In every respect of life. I just don't know how to get it
15 - I find the ability to play the piano an instant turn-on
16 - I once pretended to be gay for a christmas party, because one of my best-friends didn't want to show up single, for the third year in a row, to his friend's party. It was hilariously fun.
17 - The only sexual fantasy i have consistently had, since i first started having them...was to spend a weekend, locked up in an attic apartment in paris, and spend the whole time discussing literature and art, between marathons of unbridled, lust-driven sex
18 - I need to write everything down, or i will forget them, and drive myself to madness trying to remember what i wanted to do next.
19 - I am apathetic to everything in the world when deeply affected emotionally by a single issue. After years of hard living, i think it can now only take one thing at a time.
20 - I am incredibly introspective. This, and many other aspects of my personality are frequently mistranslated. To those i don't open up to, i always seem like a self-righteous arse. And in some respects....that is true no matter how open i am. But everybody......
EVERYBODY, mis-reads me right off the bat.
all for now...
live well...
