saltonsea

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a little blurb that popped into my head this morning

you don't know what it's like to be a joke
for the love that bleeds through the eyes
and the wrists
tearing at your soul

the beauty and the lust
the defeat and the shame
the corruption of what i used to be

i'm not okay, and you made me this way

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oh, and i learnt 5 minutes ago that i'm going to be an uncle.
...You ever feel like you're all good, just walking along,
only to look up and see that everybody is running...