My man laughs at me when I talk about women, saying I sound just like a guy. This is probably not a good thing.
When I first met one girl, I used to refer to her as Big Big Titties, BBT for short (in my defense, I've gotten to know her better and she's a lovely girl, smart too, in medical school). Then there's another girl, whose name I can't remember because all I want to do is wrestle her naked. And another girl, a dominatrix, who I can't even speak to because I can't stop thinking about how bad I want her to tie me up and flog me (a big switch for me, btw).
Then again, this beer-swilling misogynist asshole part of me is mercifully tempered by a big-pussy side. A filing clerk at federal court, a pretty Italian girl with green eyes and freckles, makes me go all mushy and I want to maybe kiss her and hold her hand. And I'm so nervous around women that my man is usually the one who hooks me up. Women are beautiful, but intimidating. Fuck, now I know how (straight) men feel.
::Edited to include: I miss Mistress Penelope, my first woman. She changed my mind about blondes, started my love affair with lip piercings, and has a sleeve tattoo that I drool over in envy. Where are you, baby?
When I first met one girl, I used to refer to her as Big Big Titties, BBT for short (in my defense, I've gotten to know her better and she's a lovely girl, smart too, in medical school). Then there's another girl, whose name I can't remember because all I want to do is wrestle her naked. And another girl, a dominatrix, who I can't even speak to because I can't stop thinking about how bad I want her to tie me up and flog me (a big switch for me, btw).
Then again, this beer-swilling misogynist asshole part of me is mercifully tempered by a big-pussy side. A filing clerk at federal court, a pretty Italian girl with green eyes and freckles, makes me go all mushy and I want to maybe kiss her and hold her hand. And I'm so nervous around women that my man is usually the one who hooks me up. Women are beautiful, but intimidating. Fuck, now I know how (straight) men feel.
::Edited to include: I miss Mistress Penelope, my first woman. She changed my mind about blondes, started my love affair with lip piercings, and has a sleeve tattoo that I drool over in envy. Where are you, baby?
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Aside from all the things mentioned in my journal, I am also extremely intimidated by women, however tend to refer to their.. attributes in a somewhat teenage boy fashion.
Yeah, the obesity problem is a huge and thorny tangle. I have no good solutions. My approach for now is to try and get the information out there to as many people as possible, and then let them take informed responsibility for their own lives. Right now, just that is Sisyphean enough.
I've been reading back in your journal a little bit... lots of thought-provoking stuff. I agree with you on a lot of it and may ping an email later if time allows.