***Why is it that everytime I'm a lil drunk or slightly stoned with a either of my lesbian friends - two couples- that they always try tomake a pass at me? One of my really good friends that I've had since highschool asked me if I wanted to do scissors with her- as soon as her girl left da room- um like- she just came ou tto me like late last year- I didn't even think she was down like that- and I'm still al il skeptical about it- I don't want her pussy touching mine- not to sound harsh but WE ARE FRIENDS!!- If I wanted any of my friends to be my lover the shit would've happened already- and its always a lil uncomfortable for me after I find out that they wanna sleep with me- because then I know that they have thought about it before and I never have- This happens with some of my guy friends too- I just want some friends who don't wanna sleep with me- lol- I feel like I'm gonna regret these words. I may be Bi and sexually charged but that doesn't mean I wanna sleep with everyone.***
It seems like everyday when I wake up and right before I go to bed at night I'm always trying to figure out my life's plan- i mean at least i'm not wasting my thoughts on other meaningless stuff- but going through this thought process can be a lil annoying when you haven't really found something that your not dead set on being ultimately passionate about- I mean I love doing alot of things and my interests are peaked by just about everything. But I pray that I can find the one true thing that makes me so happy.
I've done and still do Bellydancing (on occassion), Ballet (when I was younger- but hasn't every girl - thanks to their mother ensuring that they have great posture when they get older), Acting/theatre (mainly traing- I'm a bit of a coward for performances- but I do them- just not as much as I would like), CapoeiraI'm still currently doing it - but I'm also kinda broke so therefore not as much,
Flamenco- I started maybe about a year and change ago and I have decided that Flamenco is my life calling and I will be a Flamenco dancer. It feels so right. I love the rawness and the sexual passion encompasses the Flamenco-I just hope this isn't another illusion.
It seems like everyday when I wake up and right before I go to bed at night I'm always trying to figure out my life's plan- i mean at least i'm not wasting my thoughts on other meaningless stuff- but going through this thought process can be a lil annoying when you haven't really found something that your not dead set on being ultimately passionate about- I mean I love doing alot of things and my interests are peaked by just about everything. But I pray that I can find the one true thing that makes me so happy.
I've done and still do Bellydancing (on occassion), Ballet (when I was younger- but hasn't every girl - thanks to their mother ensuring that they have great posture when they get older), Acting/theatre (mainly traing- I'm a bit of a coward for performances- but I do them- just not as much as I would like), CapoeiraI'm still currently doing it - but I'm also kinda broke so therefore not as much,
Flamenco- I started maybe about a year and change ago and I have decided that Flamenco is my life calling and I will be a Flamenco dancer. It feels so right. I love the rawness and the sexual passion encompasses the Flamenco-I just hope this isn't another illusion.
omg! creo que te admiro demasiado. Siempre he querido tomar classes de belly dancing y de Flamenco!!Adoro el Flamenco! damn, I should really start taking those classes. Its not an illusion. Treat yourself as if you already are what you want to be.