salomegoddess

I have this weird problem
this feeling of insatiability
It seems like the more i do
the less satisfied i am
I mean
I don't really want to be
"a Jack of all trades and Master of none"
know what I mean?
I want to be a Master of Some
and I think this is the year that mastery will take over.

I'm impatient with myself
which causes this weird anxiety
that time is running away from me
I'm meditating
keeping calm
trusting that I will be able to acheive.
I'm hoping and praying that
I will be able to realize my dreams
after all- I'm only 23
and I don't wanna turn 33
and say where did my dreams go?

- Okay- How much do I love my Ipod- does anyone remember "dreams can come true" by Gabrielle
Listening to:
Sun Shawas- M.I.A ( this song is played everyday )
Everything by Cree Summer
Aicha- Cheb Khaled
Sugarwater- Cibo Matto
Ordinary people- John Leged
extraordinary - Liz Phair

I'm going to my 2nd Acting class today- still expecting good things and hoping that the two folks I met in my first class will be in my acting group- they are divinding us cuz we were a big class- I really vibed with them so I'm keeping my fingers crossed