salomegoddess

I'm realizin that computer jargon
will one day fuck with me
Some day I'll be out on a date
and instead of laughing in that
oh so cutsie, girly way
I'll say-
"Ha ha, you so funny, LOL,
Maybe we can chat on AOL?"

I'm a dork
this I know
but last night
after buzzin and all alone.
when you came to see me
I slowly realized that
my childhood crush
doesn't belong to me.

Silly words coming out my mouth
not being able to show that
comprehesible inner chi.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I see you lookin at me as if I'm still 13
I'm a woman
something you just can't see
because last night
I realized that you and I were never meant to be.
I'll know he'll be the one for me
cuz I'll never have to worry
about you orderin coffee
cuz I Only Drink Tea.

Look at me entertaining the thought that
I- could be an MC.
wanting my endless thoughts
and ever so lucid dreams
to flow like rising sunbeams.
I seem to be entertaining myself frequently.
This must be the 20-something's
"mid-life" crisis.

I may seem like a horny bee
the verses that I spit last night
aren't deceiving
I love sex -but let it be known
I'm for free
and I give myself selfishly.

whateva happened to diggable planets
I miss the voice of Butterfly
I swear her voice was like sweet heaven.

Popularity is no longer weighing
down my brain-
I'm slowly breakin out
and will eventually
flee and be free.