Time seems to have sped up. This morning, as I was driving to work, I realized that I have been so busy these days and so much is happening with me, to me, and without me.
I've been at my "new" job for six months, I've been living in Hollywood for three months, my second marathon is in one month, and I'm getting my master's degree sometime this year. Although I can proudly say that I have my act together, it is becoming more and more apparent that my success and ambition are stunting my social life. Even if I had more time to go out and play, my nerd points outweigh my cool points, and I am not likely to be invited anyway. I suppose that this is one of those situations where I should just be happy that I will probably have the last laugh when we all get old and I have something to show for all my hard work. But for now, just for one day, I wish I could just be seen for who I really am rather than just as "the smart girl," "the girlfriend," or "the quiet one." Although all those things are true, they fail to define who I really am, and if that's all you know about me, you're missing out!
So with that said, I'm going back into the laboratory to quietly check on my science experiment before I go and text my boyfriend.
I've been at my "new" job for six months, I've been living in Hollywood for three months, my second marathon is in one month, and I'm getting my master's degree sometime this year. Although I can proudly say that I have my act together, it is becoming more and more apparent that my success and ambition are stunting my social life. Even if I had more time to go out and play, my nerd points outweigh my cool points, and I am not likely to be invited anyway. I suppose that this is one of those situations where I should just be happy that I will probably have the last laugh when we all get old and I have something to show for all my hard work. But for now, just for one day, I wish I could just be seen for who I really am rather than just as "the smart girl," "the girlfriend," or "the quiet one." Although all those things are true, they fail to define who I really am, and if that's all you know about me, you're missing out!
So with that said, I'm going back into the laboratory to quietly check on my science experiment before I go and text my boyfriend.
Nerdy is cool - so I'll give you cool points en mass. And ambitious is cool too
I'd always invite you. You are right no single attribute defines one, you should go for the craziest available to freak people out
That would be my plan
You're right, everyone is missing out
You make me proud to be your boyfriend.
I love you, kitten!