salliss

First off, happy new year to everyone reading this.

If I am to remain here, it is time to move past certain childish aspects of this website. I'm not sure what it is that makes people think that it is okay to fuck with the lives of other people, repeatedly. Apparently some people's lives are more pathetic than I realised if this is the way in which they have to create their own fun.

This is gonna seem really sad, but I'm a person, and sometimes people like things that other people don't. As it happens I like musicals. I don't like your happy clappy bring the chorus in for no damn good reason musicals, but I like musicals that really use song to show pain. There's a song in the musical "Wicked" that really describes what I feel at this point in time. I'll spare you actually posting the song, but I'll quote a few of the lyrics.

"One more disaster I can add to my generous supply.
No good deed goes unpunished
No act of charity goes unresented
No good deed goes unpunished
That's my new creed
My road of good intentions led where such roads always lead
No good deed goes unpunished
One question haunts and hurts, too much, too much to mention:
Was I really seeking good or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are when looked at with an ice-cold eye?
If that's all good deeds are maybe that's the reason why
No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
No good deed goes unpunished
Sure, I meant well, well, look at what well-meant did:
All right, enough - so be it, so be it, then:
I promise no good deed will I attempt to do again
Ever again
No good deed will I do again!"

Let that be my new years resolution. I'm done helping and feeling for people who do what people have done.