salival

from the midwest to the southwest to the buttcrack of the desert to the comedian in the dodge commercial to my sister emceeing to high school kids not being drunk on graduation day to my mother and father and brother on his way to korea to my lady up there somewhere to my bleeding heart to my swollen knee to the lack of ac in the van that is going to take me home not here not there not really anywhere except in the new jeans discounted size nine womens cheap at costco to the tv with tiny screen to the bicycle with flat tires for free to the security of fifty extra dollars to the sack waiting for me when i get back to the hope that you haven't forgotten about me yet or done anymore E or thought about him too much or read an article i didn't read in the pitch that i might have thought useful enough for dick to call and ask if it was me to the gig on the second and summer school and michael douglas not the actor and the discovery of my father as a closet republican retard selfish prick that i can't help but love with all my heart and poetry read to and for my mother about my mother about her dead mother about her going blind about the tell all novel in the work about everything that is anything and everyone will know my story by the end and noon will ever wonder about why isaac struts when he walks or limps when he talks and spreads silence to the quiet and speaks with the mutes in better spanish than native sons and daughters of the eagle country snake in bill sweat college like laundry detergent everyone uses too much and everyone smells way too fake unlit velos de san gorge de pierre the gay professor watch over us while we travel y san cristo gracias para la minivan y dios vendiga y buena suerte con la quimera de enamorandose con mi hermana. sometimes structure isn't possible.