sakura290643

love doesnt exist like it does in the movies even though everyone seems to think thats how its all going to happen for us.
what if love just happens through time and isnt all fireworks and amazing explosians of orgasms.
love is monotonnous you dont spend the rest of your life with someone and not get into a routine of boredom, new people come along and this "love" just happens to disappear cos youve met someone new who you havnt got to know yet?

i think the word is now used for any circumstance. maybe i havnt felt love at all yet just strong emotions of liking someone cos when people describe love it doesnt make sense and either there making it up or im unlucky (or not) enough to have felt it.

i hate this mood im so fed up of hearing bullshit answers and i love you's when they dont mean a thing. i hate crushes, i hate finding someone and realising i no there friends or theyve been out with my ex. things shouldnt be so complicated all the time why cant i just fall for someone and have it go well. why cant i just not like anyone at all and concentrate on myself.

life sucks and so doos this emo mood.

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