sakquan

hey hey everyone one whats the deal?! well i am closing out an interesting day. the whole family from my moms side got together (uncles and aunts and a few cousins, not all) and we were supposed to be celebrating my grandparents birthdays as they are so close together and my eldest uncle though it to be the best time to air out some family business and yes the main problem revolving troublemaking whatever uncle did make a sceen and said he didnt need to be lectured to and whatnot and someshit, but also brought me a nd my brother up in the whole bit um he said something about us being favored over all other grandchildren and something about his family being rejected and stuff, i dont about any of that shit but as far as being favored - yeah we were and thats simply because we always lived far away because my dad is in the army but would come to isit at least once a year for a pretty long period of time and we stayed in my grandparents house they practically raises us and now that we live here in town were the only grandchildren that come and visit and not just because its a special occasion or whatever


anyway something weird happening and somebody making it a sceen (usual fam behavior i guess?) is what i always anticipated and feared and thats why i never bothered being being very close to any fam except for my aunt rosie and uncle (just uncle bcs hes my favorite) i know i may have come off as a little fake when cousins come over because i'de be nice but just kick it with my self but i dont feel confortagble with all of this family shit, besides another fam reunion isnt ever going to happen again so its not like it matters

and yes folks i am just a little intoxicated ive drank some beers some vodka and a weed tea (which i dont think worked) im going to bed good night and again if you've taken the time to read this entry then thanks thats really cool