sakquan

OK here goes a poor attempt at writting something I hope will prove to be profound and is basically how I think about things or have been thinking about things lately and a pic of me old one



written 3/9/05
listening to "choosey lover" by the isley brothers
drinking a tequila

purpose might be too abstract or complex idea to define life

one must consider life around him, organisms large and small study them and their purpose, or function

then you have to think of the questions most ask, "what is our purpose?" why do we exist? the answer to that might simply be that we have no natural purpose or function but just to exist and you have to take the life that is given to you and with it what you deem most necessary or fulfilling to give your lif purpose.

there is no one certain truth

but individual beliefs dictate meaning within life

ok that was it but put differently you live life to die one day, so fill that time the best way you you fucking know how, but that does suck because it doesnt provide my ass with any answersl ike what the hell should i do? how the hell am i going to do it?, i think of this shit way too often it make me worry, then get nervous then fucking so sick to my stomach im in the doctors office complaining about crippling stomach pains, i want to figure this shit out soon so i dont end up like some of the fuckers i know and occasionally hang out with, i dont want to go through life getting blazed and waiting for the next party to come through so i can give my life some kind of break in its every day monotony and painful boredom

yeah so thats it too much right?, sorry need to vent hope nobody reads this but im posting it anyway let me know what you think if you want