i have an inner ear infection, it makes me dizzy. i was supposed to go see einsturzende nuebauten yesterday but the pressure in my ears was too bad. that makes me sad. 
but oh well life goes on it does.
ten years ago i would not have been sure. im getting old.
my grandma's hip broke the other day and she fell down. that has got to suck just to be standing there and break a bone.
i have pneumonia too. it sucks to hear yourself breathe like a 98 year old. it would be scary if i woke up and couldnt hear myself at this point. i have a job interview tomorrow.
i dont know it could be too stressful. i am not up to much at this point.
i am going with a friend to get tattooed next week. he is getting swallows carrying a banner with his grandfathers name. his grandfather passed away recently. i think its a nice idea to honour him.
me...i will just fight the urge to get more ink. i need to have several fixed.
but oh well life goes on it does.
ten years ago i would not have been sure. im getting old.
my grandma's hip broke the other day and she fell down. that has got to suck just to be standing there and break a bone.
i have pneumonia too. it sucks to hear yourself breathe like a 98 year old. it would be scary if i woke up and couldnt hear myself at this point. i have a job interview tomorrow.
i dont know it could be too stressful. i am not up to much at this point.
i am going with a friend to get tattooed next week. he is getting swallows carrying a banner with his grandfathers name. his grandfather passed away recently. i think its a nice idea to honour him.
me...i will just fight the urge to get more ink. i need to have several fixed.
Sometimes it feels like your body goes totally out of synch and then everything in the rest of your life does too .
Or maybe the other way round.
I'm glad you're feeling good enough to be back on here at least.
As for the whole relationships thing, until you're feeling 100% i wouldn't even try and sort it out [ but then i'm a kind of leave it alone and it'll sort itself kind of person ]
Internet hugs aren't as good as real ones, but i'm sending them by the bucketload anyway.
x