WARNING...Moany blog ahead.
It is 3 am, I am lying in bed waiting for my other half to come and join me...but he doesn't.
I have come to realize that some things will never change.
You know there is always that one bit of hope you cling on for desperately, but I think I have realized...I love him, but I'm not 'in love'.
I longed to be treated like I am the most important thing that exists, even only for a moment. However, it does not happen. And when confronted he shuts the door, and doesn't come back.
He has no job, no aspirations. He see's 'getting a job' as a chore not a necessity to live and progress. I am a very loving, enthusiastic person and I long for something in return.
Sorry, I just had to get that off my chest.
S x
It is 3 am, I am lying in bed waiting for my other half to come and join me...but he doesn't.
I have come to realize that some things will never change.
You know there is always that one bit of hope you cling on for desperately, but I think I have realized...I love him, but I'm not 'in love'.
I longed to be treated like I am the most important thing that exists, even only for a moment. However, it does not happen. And when confronted he shuts the door, and doesn't come back.
He has no job, no aspirations. He see's 'getting a job' as a chore not a necessity to live and progress. I am a very loving, enthusiastic person and I long for something in return.
Sorry, I just had to get that off my chest.
S x
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thequestion:
I'm willing to finance Drew's operation to become Secretary.
mentalrage:
It sounds like your relationship woes are dragging you down my dear. How does he live if he sees "getting a job" as something to be avoided? I think everyone has different thresholds but there's eventually a breaking point. Seems like you deserve a lot better than you're currently being subjected to.