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Chicago, Illinois

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Monday Dec 06, 2004

Dec 6, 2004
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So maybe my journal is back to being an unread blog, but whatever. Who's give a fuck?

My mother just called me to tell me she wants to divorce my father after 32 years of being married. It wasn't what I really expected after the usual, "how was your day?" Needless to say, my family was basically the last bit of thread keeping me tied to somewhere in this reality, but I don't care anymore.

I'd normally kick myself for sounding like just another angsty preteen, that is, if I wasn't 22. I know logically, that I should be fine, but this really shatters my whole world. Perhaps that is a good thing, but I am already a misanthrope. They were the little bright spot, now I'm torn between a hundred different emotions.

Damn it. Fucking damn it.
I pray the winds will guide me.

I'm going to Drezian's to spin.

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