What a weekend!
Friday, Elise and I went to go see Slobberbone at their reunion show. Which was amazing btw. Then head back to chat, then to Leah's, and I try to talk to Elise and we get in a fight, as always. I finally decided my best course of action was to avoid her at all costs, which I know I've said I would do before but I've been going strong for two days now, even though I know she's pissed as fuck about it so I'm thinking I should text her tomorrow and explain why I can't be around her for awhile. I want to be friends, but unless I can get away from her, I'll never get over her, and as long as I don't get over her, we will constantly have good times that end up in us wanting to knock the shit out of each other. Because I'm stubborn and she's stupid. It's dumb, but I need to get away from her for awhile so I can be ok and then we can be friends again.
And then, wake up Saturday, go to the brewery, met a couple of cool ladies who sadly were smoking cloves, and hangover + lots of beer + getting nauseous from cloves = me walking out of the brewery, puking, not taking a look back, keep on walking. Went back to Leahs and hung out in my fort (Which was under her recliner, yep, I'm that tiny... or flexible) and whatnot. Then Tim calls, wants to go to a movie so he comes get me and we pick up this Finnish chick and this that and the other happens and we decide to go see Coraline. I open the door at the mall, it makes this pop noise, I'm like "I think I broke the door" and then the spring mechanism that closes the door falls to the ground so I'm like "Yep, I broke the door" We get tickets, then go out onto a balcony thing and down some beers and then go watch the movie. Decide at some points we want to watch it on shrooms, and at other points decide that watching it on shrooms would be the worst idea ever. Still may happen... it's up in the air. Go back to Leah's, Tim drank some anti-energy drink that knocked him out. We drink at Leah's, walk up to the bar to fuck with people, I developed a crush on some chick named Diana. Go back to Leah's, and we're all hanging out, Leah, Claire Pip and myself, and Elise shows up. They are like, do you want us to make her leave? And I'm like, no, she is welcome here, I just don't need to associate with her right now. She stays hiding in some back room or something and finally leaves so I decide to stay there the night.
Sunday, wake up at 2, go home, practice my songs, go get groceries, grab a pack of wings and cook wings up for everyone. Then we decide, lets deep fry a banana, and a baby carrot, and an egg, and grapes, and anything we can imagine. So we had a deep fry party. Drink beers, Leah and I walk to the bar for a beer, I hang out mostly with Kris and Amber, and Amber and I again confirm that if she ever goes straight, her and I are making babies. Then I walk back to the house, and we end up listening to old fucking songs I recorded like six years ago that are insanely embarrassing but really fucking funny. Especially since it's Claire, me and Pip (Claire's bf) and one of the songs was a six year old love song I wrote to Claire. Oh juvenile silliness. And now I'm back home, and must work tomorrow.
I just wish I could explain to Elise that for instance, I used to have a huge crush on Claire, but now we joke about it. I needed time away from Claire to be ok with it though. Granted that was a lot easier cause she got married and moved to Florida. But it's still the same concept, i just need to not be around someone for awhile. and it's much easier for me to get over them. I can't do it if I still have feelings for someone and see them all the time. I'm going to sober text her tomorrow, because my head works better then (I'm finally learning this) and I hope she understands because she apparently thinks that by me not wanting to be around her that she is losing her friend. I just need to get away to get my mind straight or something. It makes sense to me...
Friday, Elise and I went to go see Slobberbone at their reunion show. Which was amazing btw. Then head back to chat, then to Leah's, and I try to talk to Elise and we get in a fight, as always. I finally decided my best course of action was to avoid her at all costs, which I know I've said I would do before but I've been going strong for two days now, even though I know she's pissed as fuck about it so I'm thinking I should text her tomorrow and explain why I can't be around her for awhile. I want to be friends, but unless I can get away from her, I'll never get over her, and as long as I don't get over her, we will constantly have good times that end up in us wanting to knock the shit out of each other. Because I'm stubborn and she's stupid. It's dumb, but I need to get away from her for awhile so I can be ok and then we can be friends again.
And then, wake up Saturday, go to the brewery, met a couple of cool ladies who sadly were smoking cloves, and hangover + lots of beer + getting nauseous from cloves = me walking out of the brewery, puking, not taking a look back, keep on walking. Went back to Leahs and hung out in my fort (Which was under her recliner, yep, I'm that tiny... or flexible) and whatnot. Then Tim calls, wants to go to a movie so he comes get me and we pick up this Finnish chick and this that and the other happens and we decide to go see Coraline. I open the door at the mall, it makes this pop noise, I'm like "I think I broke the door" and then the spring mechanism that closes the door falls to the ground so I'm like "Yep, I broke the door" We get tickets, then go out onto a balcony thing and down some beers and then go watch the movie. Decide at some points we want to watch it on shrooms, and at other points decide that watching it on shrooms would be the worst idea ever. Still may happen... it's up in the air. Go back to Leah's, Tim drank some anti-energy drink that knocked him out. We drink at Leah's, walk up to the bar to fuck with people, I developed a crush on some chick named Diana. Go back to Leah's, and we're all hanging out, Leah, Claire Pip and myself, and Elise shows up. They are like, do you want us to make her leave? And I'm like, no, she is welcome here, I just don't need to associate with her right now. She stays hiding in some back room or something and finally leaves so I decide to stay there the night.
Sunday, wake up at 2, go home, practice my songs, go get groceries, grab a pack of wings and cook wings up for everyone. Then we decide, lets deep fry a banana, and a baby carrot, and an egg, and grapes, and anything we can imagine. So we had a deep fry party. Drink beers, Leah and I walk to the bar for a beer, I hang out mostly with Kris and Amber, and Amber and I again confirm that if she ever goes straight, her and I are making babies. Then I walk back to the house, and we end up listening to old fucking songs I recorded like six years ago that are insanely embarrassing but really fucking funny. Especially since it's Claire, me and Pip (Claire's bf) and one of the songs was a six year old love song I wrote to Claire. Oh juvenile silliness. And now I'm back home, and must work tomorrow.
I just wish I could explain to Elise that for instance, I used to have a huge crush on Claire, but now we joke about it. I needed time away from Claire to be ok with it though. Granted that was a lot easier cause she got married and moved to Florida. But it's still the same concept, i just need to not be around someone for awhile. and it's much easier for me to get over them. I can't do it if I still have feelings for someone and see them all the time. I'm going to sober text her tomorrow, because my head works better then (I'm finally learning this) and I hope she understands because she apparently thinks that by me not wanting to be around her that she is losing her friend. I just need to get away to get my mind straight or something. It makes sense to me...
niobe:
It makes sense to me too. Good luck. 