my brain hurts.
my heart hurts too, but my brain really hurts.
i got my hair cut to provide greater ventilation,
but it still hurts.
it aches at the back.
it throbs at the front.
it pulsates in the middle
and at the top.
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so i'm speaking at the tribute/memorialfor my friend who died a few months back. it worries me a little that i don't seem to have completely realised what this will be like...
maybe i'm just dead somewhere inside.
you know how those funny brain scans reveal entire little sections of the noggin that have just functionally died? they go grey, they wither, they dissolve... i think i might be a little like that.
maybe in my heart.
maybe in my brain.
maybe in my soul.
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[/existential crisis]
my heart hurts too, but my brain really hurts.
i got my hair cut to provide greater ventilation,
but it still hurts.
it aches at the back.
it throbs at the front.
it pulsates in the middle
and at the top.
****
so i'm speaking at the tribute/memorialfor my friend who died a few months back. it worries me a little that i don't seem to have completely realised what this will be like...
maybe i'm just dead somewhere inside.
you know how those funny brain scans reveal entire little sections of the noggin that have just functionally died? they go grey, they wither, they dissolve... i think i might be a little like that.
maybe in my heart.
maybe in my brain.
maybe in my soul.
****
[/existential crisis]
kisses to your noggin, I know how it feels, mine is about the same. if only it would calm down then it might not hurt so. but i can't make it stop so for the moment i have given up trying.