So writers block is really kicking my ass lately. I have a ton of ideas in my head but getting the words on paper have been imporrsible.Otherwise life in Iraq pretty typical, maybe even a little quieter lately. Still, I wish I was home for Halloween It is by far my favorite holiday.
The lonliness hasn't gotten any better but I don't think it will as long as I am here. I just don't do single well but I have accepted it and I am keeping myself busy enough that it isn't bothering me so much. I quit smoking 4 days ago. I have slippied a couple of times but it has worked so far. It is getting easier and easier every day. I have been smoking for 17 years so it's a pretty big accomplishment for me. I also got back into the gym and if I ever get my re-admission paperwork back, I am starting my college work back up. This deployment is really doing a lot of good things for me. My life has been pretty screwed up for the last 2 and a half years. This deployment has given me a chance to step out of my everyday life and get things back into focus. Financially, I am back on my feet and mentally and physically I am in better health that I have been in some time. Life is good and for the first time in more years than I can remember, I am happy with all that is going on in my world. It feels good to have a drive and desire to live life...... Life is good and all I am missing is a girl to share it well. That can wait until I get home I suppose.
The lonliness hasn't gotten any better but I don't think it will as long as I am here. I just don't do single well but I have accepted it and I am keeping myself busy enough that it isn't bothering me so much. I quit smoking 4 days ago. I have slippied a couple of times but it has worked so far. It is getting easier and easier every day. I have been smoking for 17 years so it's a pretty big accomplishment for me. I also got back into the gym and if I ever get my re-admission paperwork back, I am starting my college work back up. This deployment is really doing a lot of good things for me. My life has been pretty screwed up for the last 2 and a half years. This deployment has given me a chance to step out of my everyday life and get things back into focus. Financially, I am back on my feet and mentally and physically I am in better health that I have been in some time. Life is good and for the first time in more years than I can remember, I am happy with all that is going on in my world. It feels good to have a drive and desire to live life...... Life is good and all I am missing is a girl to share it well. That can wait until I get home I suppose.