sailorjessie

So i stayed at work late last night and chatted with a friend for a couple hours. The friend is a guy from my car club, and is a good listener for me at this time in my life. My husband and I are still living together for a bit longer till i guess he figures out where to go. So I get home last night, and i guess he looked at my email that i had left minimized on my computer, and saw messages between us. So i get to get accused of having an affair with the guy! BTW im NOT! Not sure what to do at this point. I guess I need to tell him he's going to have to hurry up and get out, but I dont want to start any huge fight. Ughhhhhhh! I slept 2 hours, got up for 3, went back to sleep for 3 more, and now ive got to start my day. I cant deal with this anxiety.

this song is pretty much my mood right now...