Yay! i will be off on Friday so i will be able to go see GWAR! Only problem is it looks like ill be going alone. I just dont like going downtown by myself. Id like to make it home alive, if at all haha.
Down 12lbs! 18 to go for July17th.
On another note, ive been having a big "insecure" kind of day. I feel like no matter what i put on my shoulders look huge and draw attention to all the areas of my body i hate. If it wasnt a million degrees outside, id put on a parka to go anywhere. Im going out with the roomies for a bit, and i think ive changed my shirt like 10 times already, and am almost at the point of tears. I look back at what i looked like last summer, and i know theres a difference, but instead of thinking about all ive lost, i can only think of how much more i have to go. I like most of my pics ive posted latley, but i feel i was just lucky in getting a good shot, and thats not what i really look like. sigh.....
Down 12lbs! 18 to go for July17th.
On another note, ive been having a big "insecure" kind of day. I feel like no matter what i put on my shoulders look huge and draw attention to all the areas of my body i hate. If it wasnt a million degrees outside, id put on a parka to go anywhere. Im going out with the roomies for a bit, and i think ive changed my shirt like 10 times already, and am almost at the point of tears. I look back at what i looked like last summer, and i know theres a difference, but instead of thinking about all ive lost, i can only think of how much more i have to go. I like most of my pics ive posted latley, but i feel i was just lucky in getting a good shot, and thats not what i really look like. sigh.....
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losttoapathy:
You don't know me from adam, but I think you look marvelous.
indiebuddhist:
Done. I prefer hot ... weather, LOL.