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sailorgirl74

Auckland

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Wednesday Mar 05, 2008

Mar 5, 2008
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Oh man, I don't know what to do. I am sitting here in floods of tears.

I am completely financially fucked. I don't have a fucking clue how I'm going to pay my rent (for 2 houses) when I have less than $40 in the bank. I owe so much on credit cards and other shit and I just can't see a way out.

I didn't get this job that I really wanted. Really disappointed. I had great references and I know the guy that was hiring...but they hired from within. Getting the job would have been just the self-confidence boost I needed.

Someone I care about removed me from their friends on Facebook. I know the reasons why, but it still hurts.

I need to move and I don't know how I possibly can. I don't have a trailer, I don't even have a tow bar. Oh and I don't have a car either which is kinda tricky. Plus I'm scared to be out of my comfort zone, with less privacy, especially when I'm feeling so freaked out about everything.

I still have to wait 16 days until the new Cut Copy album is released here, and I want it now I do!

My sleeping is screwed. I basically don't do it. Which probably explains a lot of the crazy headspace right now.

Oh and probably worst of all - Lindsay Lohan is recording another album. Gutted.

Pretty cheery huh? Sorry, I will take off my 'woe is me' hat soon, I'm sure it gets really boring. Thanks for listening chaps.
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oxy:
i hope you are ok.
Mar 17, 2008
dead_pixel:
where you at?!
Mar 20, 2008

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