Denton Diaries...
So I'm back from Denton. Wow.
What began as just two lovers meeting again turned into something far more powerful.
Friday night after I arrived we went to two different BDSM meet and greets, both with really cool folks... the second one had Vic's ex Master/boyfriend in attendance though they didn't speak to one another and I wasn't introduced. We kept things low key and just had a good time.
Afterward we went to a friend of his's place, I met some rather cool folk and one extraordinarily creative young woman who gave me ideas for a storyline. We (Vic and I) played a little in front of the 4 other people there not too intensely and it kinda brought up concerns from Vic about giving himself to me.
Saturday during the day we touched on those subjects but didn't really resolve anything. Saturday night Vic went to an all Girls kink night. I played on the computer after getting food since no one decided to help me make plans for the evening... I still had fun.
Sunday early morning Vic came home after calling me, concerned a little about driving in the fog, I ended up starting to think like a worried father... it was cute I even stood for a minute looking out the window in the direction he'd be coming home from.
When he got home we talked for a while, and got more in depth into why he didn't want to give in to what he felt about me, he did acknowledge that he loved me (non verbally at this point) but that it scared him... that I kinda scared him... and eventually he decided to try to break down the wall that he'd put up after breaking things off with Clint. With my hand on his chest, looking into his eyes, I felt it begin to give way... and I felt all of it, fear, love, everything start to flood over me in three successive waves as he pushed through that barrier he'd had up.
But from that point on, while there were moments of vulnerability for both of us, there were no more walls.
We slept very well together.
That afternoon we spent all afternoon into the evening in bed and on the floor talking kissing, till we got hungry and decided to get Mexican food and take it to a park. Which turned into a very hot Me picking up a 15 year old boy (Vic) age/role play sex scene... well sans actual intercourse.
Oddly enough we capped the night off with an episode of Journeyman and went to sleep.
Monday we got up and I did laundry while he went to class, then after class we went to his Testosterone bloodwork/consultation session... which we found out when we got there was for the next week. So we decided instead to corrupt another kinky friend of his named Graham. So we stopped by Bruce Hall and met up with his friend and took things into Grahm's dorm room.
There are pictures of what happened next, which I'll be putting up soon. Needless to say it was a very powerful scene between us, and the first we've had which have had no reservations,. Some bits were sadly unrecorded, specifically the oral and bloodplay parts. The camera decided it was going to die at the worst times. But I'll be writing the scene up as a story for Filthy Dirty Smutty Storytime group.
Afterwards we were so spent that we just got food ate it, talked about the scene, and held one another and passed the fuck out.
This morning we woke up, I drove him to class and we parted ways once again. Sad about parting, but happy for the time we had, and as we said goodbye we both told eachother we loved one another and both understand and mean what that meant.
Still, we're not "dating" we are what we are. And that is lovers, loves, and positive influences on each of our lives. Perhaps one day it will be more "codified" but I suspect not. Even if we come to live with one another, we'll have rituals which bond and bind us... but traditional terms just can't and won't ever apply.
So I'm back from Denton. Wow.
What began as just two lovers meeting again turned into something far more powerful.
Friday night after I arrived we went to two different BDSM meet and greets, both with really cool folks... the second one had Vic's ex Master/boyfriend in attendance though they didn't speak to one another and I wasn't introduced. We kept things low key and just had a good time.
Afterward we went to a friend of his's place, I met some rather cool folk and one extraordinarily creative young woman who gave me ideas for a storyline. We (Vic and I) played a little in front of the 4 other people there not too intensely and it kinda brought up concerns from Vic about giving himself to me.
Saturday during the day we touched on those subjects but didn't really resolve anything. Saturday night Vic went to an all Girls kink night. I played on the computer after getting food since no one decided to help me make plans for the evening... I still had fun.
Sunday early morning Vic came home after calling me, concerned a little about driving in the fog, I ended up starting to think like a worried father... it was cute I even stood for a minute looking out the window in the direction he'd be coming home from.
When he got home we talked for a while, and got more in depth into why he didn't want to give in to what he felt about me, he did acknowledge that he loved me (non verbally at this point) but that it scared him... that I kinda scared him... and eventually he decided to try to break down the wall that he'd put up after breaking things off with Clint. With my hand on his chest, looking into his eyes, I felt it begin to give way... and I felt all of it, fear, love, everything start to flood over me in three successive waves as he pushed through that barrier he'd had up.
But from that point on, while there were moments of vulnerability for both of us, there were no more walls.
We slept very well together.
That afternoon we spent all afternoon into the evening in bed and on the floor talking kissing, till we got hungry and decided to get Mexican food and take it to a park. Which turned into a very hot Me picking up a 15 year old boy (Vic) age/role play sex scene... well sans actual intercourse.
Oddly enough we capped the night off with an episode of Journeyman and went to sleep.
Monday we got up and I did laundry while he went to class, then after class we went to his Testosterone bloodwork/consultation session... which we found out when we got there was for the next week. So we decided instead to corrupt another kinky friend of his named Graham. So we stopped by Bruce Hall and met up with his friend and took things into Grahm's dorm room.
There are pictures of what happened next, which I'll be putting up soon. Needless to say it was a very powerful scene between us, and the first we've had which have had no reservations,. Some bits were sadly unrecorded, specifically the oral and bloodplay parts. The camera decided it was going to die at the worst times. But I'll be writing the scene up as a story for Filthy Dirty Smutty Storytime group.
Afterwards we were so spent that we just got food ate it, talked about the scene, and held one another and passed the fuck out.
This morning we woke up, I drove him to class and we parted ways once again. Sad about parting, but happy for the time we had, and as we said goodbye we both told eachother we loved one another and both understand and mean what that meant.
Still, we're not "dating" we are what we are. And that is lovers, loves, and positive influences on each of our lives. Perhaps one day it will be more "codified" but I suspect not. Even if we come to live with one another, we'll have rituals which bond and bind us... but traditional terms just can't and won't ever apply.