Recovering from too much fun last night.
This shit cracks me up: "and then, out of nowhere."
schadenfreude
If a good part of humor is but tragedy plus time, I say why wait for the passage of time to laugh. This is an increasingly humorless world, with an increasing amount of tragedy piling up. We need to tap new sources of entertainment! Get a little crazy, accelerate the inevitable and bring about our destruction in an artful way. We can do this with glee, joy, and laughter, and still find room for compassion along the way. It has to be possible!
"and then, out of nowhere."
The audio "and then, out of nowhere" has been playing on a loop now for near an hour now as I work on the computer. What is this strange new compulsion? It would make an awesome sample for an industrial song.
This shit cracks me up: "and then, out of nowhere."
schadenfreude
If a good part of humor is but tragedy plus time, I say why wait for the passage of time to laugh. This is an increasingly humorless world, with an increasing amount of tragedy piling up. We need to tap new sources of entertainment! Get a little crazy, accelerate the inevitable and bring about our destruction in an artful way. We can do this with glee, joy, and laughter, and still find room for compassion along the way. It has to be possible!
"and then, out of nowhere."
The audio "and then, out of nowhere" has been playing on a loop now for near an hour now as I work on the computer. What is this strange new compulsion? It would make an awesome sample for an industrial song.
I am stuck at the airport after having missed my suspiciously cheap and ridiculously early flight. I'm now getting on another flight in 2 hours to Altenburg, and I'll have to get the train from there to Berlin.
Re lovesickness, I think I may have tracked down the source of this illness myself. For me it is like a tearing in two directions at once, a terrible desire to contradict my instincts. After a couple of unpleasant romantic disasters last year my instinct is to stay single, not give in to this bloody dangerous tepmtation to partake in coupling. Also, as Chet Baker says... I fall in love to easily, I fall in love too fast. It's only a week and a half I've known this man, there's no reason for me to believe we have a special connection that will last. I can't know anything about the longevity of our coupling and that drives me near crazy.
So yesterday my heart finally got together with my brain, and they have agreed to stay safe, to be optimistic, but definitely excercise caution.
I like this man, but I don't know if I can trust him yet. In the meantime I MUST trust myself!
From Out of Nowhere / Faith No More
Tossed into my mind, stirring the calm
You splash me with beauty and pull me down
You come from out of nowhere
My glance turns to a stare
Obsession rules me-Im yours from the start
I know you see me-our eyes interlock
You come from out of nowhere
My glance turns to a stare
One minute here and one minute there
Dont know if Ill laugh or cry
One minute here and one minute there
And then you wave good-bye...
Sifting to the bottom, every day for two
All energy funnels, all becomes you
You come from out of nowhere
My glance turns to a stare
One minute here and one minute there
Dont know if Ill laugh or cry
One minute here and one minute there
And it hurts inside
One minute here and one minute there
And then you wave good-bye...