saillesong

I just got fired. Fuuuuuuck my life. I went to go into work and i got there and this girl i work with said my manager wanted to talk to me in the office. I went in there and he said he was going to have to let me go. I asked why and he said it was my personality. He said the owner didn't think i was friendly enough. I had a table complain about me before about being unfriendly and ever since then i have been busting my ass to be friendly and talk to people. A lot of the regulars loved me and i talked to them every time they came in. I went completely out of my way to give people good service. I just don't get it. Maybe other people see things in me i don't. It is just really hurtful for someone to basically tell you that you have a shitty personality. I have a degree in hotel and lodging management and i have worked in the service industry for years now. This is making me rethink my whole life here. I also got fired from winking lizard because someone complained i was unfriendly. I don't feel that i am unfriendly I am just not a happy bubbly ditzy type of person. I guess that's what they are looking for. I have a job sort of lined up at this other bar i interviewed with. They are supposed to call me about a schedule. He said he wanted me to hostess for a few days to train and get the hang of it. Which means no cash right away. I have none of my rent money at all. My mom said she would pay it but i feel bad because she has been giving me money right and left. I am contemplating going in and dancing for a few days to make a few bux. I don't really want to but i'm kind of fucked right now. I don't know what else to do.