saillesong

I am in the worst funky depression today. I can't seem to shake it. I need to think of something to do get my mind off my situation. Still looking for a job. Last night was good at the bar at least. The crazy girl was not there so that was a bonus. Some people i was waiting on sort of complained about me though. The manager asked how everything was and they said i seemed "frazzled" ...uuum well yea i was getting my ass handed to be and running around like a maniac between the bar and my tables. grrrrr That's all i need right now is to get fired from this place. I don't know what is going on with the new boy either. Things went great last time i saw him. I saw on his facebook he posted something about going to a concert in geneva. It's pretty far from his house and i live on the way he would take back home so i sent him a message saying he could stay here if he wanted, No answer. I sent him a message when i went to work that i get out at one and to call me if he is stopping by NO answer again. I didn't hear from him all day yesterday and it's now almost 6 today and i haven't heard from him yet. I sent him a message a bit ago aking if anything was wrong and i haven't heard from him yet. I don't know if he just party-ed to hard and is sleeping the day away or i did something to make him not want to talk to me???? I am so dam depressed. I just want to stay in bed all day. I feel like i don't even want to try anymore. It's getting me nowhere.