EPIC FAIL. That guy already said he doesn't want to see me again. 
I think i have set the world record for fucking up a relationship. I was just hanging out with him and everything was cool.....and then he sends me a text today that says I'm sorry I was thinking about it and i don't think we should hang out anymore. I want someone i can hang out with anytime and its hard with your schedule. ....my heart sunk like a stone. I sent him one back saying what do you mean my work? or my son? I can't help i have a kid. He starts saying how he didn't think it was right i left my son at my friends house to go see him, I mentioned something about my friends house being hillbilly heaven when i was over there cuz they chain smoke and have a bunch of dogs. I would never leave my son there if i thought he wasn't safe though!!!! I had invited him over my house before when my son was sleeping and he was all weird about that. He was sleeping. He would not have known he was here. My son is 13 almost 14 . 4 more years he can vote for christsakes. ...and then he said i swear too much??? I don't think i do obsessively but whatever. So i just said look if you were just trying to get laid you shoulda said that i don't like being lied to. He swore up and down that was not the case and that he was a good guy.....but i just think it's funny he only wanted to hang out at this house. ANYWAY i'm fucking miserable and feeling like a loser. IF ONE MORE PERSON TELLS ME I NEED TO NOT DATE RIGHT NOW AND JUST "WORK ON MYSELF" I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL DRINK A GLASS OF RAZORBLADES.. I am going to go get drunk now and be self destructive and i don't give a flying fuck what anyone thinks of it.
I think i have set the world record for fucking up a relationship. I was just hanging out with him and everything was cool.....and then he sends me a text today that says I'm sorry I was thinking about it and i don't think we should hang out anymore. I want someone i can hang out with anytime and its hard with your schedule. ....my heart sunk like a stone. I sent him one back saying what do you mean my work? or my son? I can't help i have a kid. He starts saying how he didn't think it was right i left my son at my friends house to go see him, I mentioned something about my friends house being hillbilly heaven when i was over there cuz they chain smoke and have a bunch of dogs. I would never leave my son there if i thought he wasn't safe though!!!! I had invited him over my house before when my son was sleeping and he was all weird about that. He was sleeping. He would not have known he was here. My son is 13 almost 14 . 4 more years he can vote for christsakes. ...and then he said i swear too much??? I don't think i do obsessively but whatever. So i just said look if you were just trying to get laid you shoulda said that i don't like being lied to. He swore up and down that was not the case and that he was a good guy.....but i just think it's funny he only wanted to hang out at this house. ANYWAY i'm fucking miserable and feeling like a loser. IF ONE MORE PERSON TELLS ME I NEED TO NOT DATE RIGHT NOW AND JUST "WORK ON MYSELF" I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL DRINK A GLASS OF RAZORBLADES.. I am going to go get drunk now and be self destructive and i don't give a flying fuck what anyone thinks of it.VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
Did you really forget that?
As to ours, yeah, we're trying everything and anything possible. We've ruled out a medical problem [crystals, etc.] so it seems to be entirely behavioral. Isolation seems to be the most recommended "cure," but it just seems too harsh, especially because she loves her sister so much.