fuuuuuck. I am losing my mind. I am so lonely. I have been working so much. Haven't met anyone of note. Went on a date but it went badly. We had nothing in common. He was way to straight-laced for me. I am so desperate I'm looking up people went to highschool with on facebook. It just sucks not having anyone to talk to. No one to call when i get out of work, No one to sleep next to, No one to watch tv with and cook dinner for.
My son has been gone all week visiting my mom so that is not helping either. It is so hard being in the service industry because you work opposite times of everyone else. It worked out ok with my ex cause he was a limo driver. Maybe I need to find a fellow bartender? I need a hug. 


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nessy:
I gave you my number! hit a lady up!
tactical:
I don't know, just seems to be happening a lot lately. I've always been better at breaking than fixing. I'm not a big hugger but I'd give you one if I wasn't afraid I'd break you too.