saillesong

it is hot as bawls here in ohio folks....I grow weary of it. I just want to sit in the shower all day long. aaarg.

so I went on two interview today for front desk hotel jobs. I haaate interviews. I get really nervous and stay stupid things. I have diarrhea of the mouth when I get nervous. I ramble. It's not good. When I first meet someone and when I go for job interviews I just ramble. I realize I am doing it but the funny thing about words is once they are out of your mouth you can't real them back in. They realize should make "anti-diarrhea of the mouth pills: The first interview went pretty well i think. I was super nervous because I want this job really super bad. It's a really nice hotel and I have wanted to work there forever. The lady that was interviewing me said that they are looking for someone to be their right-hand person and to really learn everything and possibly move up some day. I wanted to jump on the table and say "oooo oooo pick me. I am totally that person." lmao Well I won't hear back from either hotel until next week so I guess I'm stuck waiting. The restaurant gig is supposed to call me tomorrow but I don't even want it anymore. I might need it for a minute but I don't want to be an asshole and work there for a week and then tell them ooo sorry gotta go. ce la vie.