Carved my pumpkin tonight! I always try and carve something that represents the year and my hopes to come. Halloween or Samhain is the celtic/wiccan new year so I try to portray my dreams for the coming days on my pumpkin. I carved a hand reaching up surrounded by stars, sort of reaching for the stars. I was actually thinking of a phrase I learned...
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Holy shit! The planets have aligned! Something good has actually happened to me!! After much waiting and weeks of bullshit they are finally letting me bartend at Hiroshi's. The other girl that was working days finally got around to actually leaving. So I will be bartending dayshift Tuesday through Friday. I will officially have no life. (even less than i do now) I have to...
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richard_:
lol!! Yeah... might even be less violent I suspect.
greaser:
Hoorah! Congratulations
When I get my tax money in january I need a vacation. Maybe scout out places other than ohio to live...
I think a tour of California is definitely in order. A lot of awesome people I have been talking to for a while live there. I think i would have one hell of a time.
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richard_:
All depends what type video evidence you leave during the process. lol
elpaso:
That would definately be COOL! You'd love it here! 
Los Angeles... Gotta love it!
Los Angeles... Gotta love it!
My friend wants me to move to texas with her. She is supposed to be getting a five bedroom house there with her fiance. I know zero about texas. All I know is it's full of cowboys and that's where George "dubbya" was from. Which is reason enough to not like it...lol. I really don't want my son to have to change schools again too....
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strider57:
First, allow me to dispel the myth that everyone in Texas is a "Cowboy." While it's true that we love our Pickup Trucks and SUVs, hardly anyone actually owns, or even rides horses. The thing about Texas is that's it's WAY TOO BIG to be generalized. Where you live really has a lot more to do with the people you meet and the culture you experience than just some general stereotyping of the state.
General things I can tell you, Texas is politically RED!! There are a few pockets of Democrats here and there, but the state is predominately CONSERVATIVE REPUBLICAN! We have a Republican Governor, Lt. Governor, and State Legislature. Both our Senators are Republicans and we have the largest contingent of Republican Congressmen in the U.S. House of Representatives! This is a very conservative state with strong moral and ethical objections to the Federal Government interfering or attempting to interject itself into our business. Texas was once an Independent Republic, which is why we are the ONLY state allowed to fly our flag at the same height as the American flag, and the U.S. asked us to join them...not the other way around! If Texas was an Independent Republic again, we would have the 8th largest economy in the world!!
Texas has NO INCOME TAX and never will, but we are among the most financially secure states in the country and currently one of only 3 or 4 states that's not operating in the Red!! Our state budgets are balanced and we have Billions of dollars in reserve. We also have one of the lowest unemployment rates in the country!
Texans are uncomplicated people. We love our freedom, sports teams, and guns!! That's right, just about everyone in Texas is packing heat, which is probably why we have one of the lowest violent crime rates in the country. It's just a really bad idea to break into most Texas homes, unless you just WANT to die!! There's that, and the fact that we have the largest prison system in the world, so if you do the crime, we have a place for you to do the time!! Beyond prison, we have the DEATH PENALTY in Texas and we aren't afraid to use it! Texas leads the entire country (By a BUNCH) in sending bad guys to the afterlife!!
Don't get me wrong, Texas is an AWESOME state full of wonderful, amazing people, but Texans are not inclined to put up with too much B/S!! We defeated Santa Anna and the Mexican Army for our independence and no Union troops ever held ground in Texas during the entire war of Northern Aggression!!
If you're truly worried about moving to Texas because the state is too conservative, I'd say you have quite a delima on your hands, because Ohio is on the verge of joining the GOP ranks a week from this coming Tuesday, and that's a fact!! So, you might as well come to Texas where you can get a job and not pay state income tax, or have to worry about crime, or worry about the state being able to pay it's bills. Truth is, everything's better in Texas!! If you have any specific questions about any specific area of Texas, just ask? I'm like the "Music Man," I've been everywhere!!
General things I can tell you, Texas is politically RED!! There are a few pockets of Democrats here and there, but the state is predominately CONSERVATIVE REPUBLICAN! We have a Republican Governor, Lt. Governor, and State Legislature. Both our Senators are Republicans and we have the largest contingent of Republican Congressmen in the U.S. House of Representatives! This is a very conservative state with strong moral and ethical objections to the Federal Government interfering or attempting to interject itself into our business. Texas was once an Independent Republic, which is why we are the ONLY state allowed to fly our flag at the same height as the American flag, and the U.S. asked us to join them...not the other way around! If Texas was an Independent Republic again, we would have the 8th largest economy in the world!!
Texas has NO INCOME TAX and never will, but we are among the most financially secure states in the country and currently one of only 3 or 4 states that's not operating in the Red!! Our state budgets are balanced and we have Billions of dollars in reserve. We also have one of the lowest unemployment rates in the country!
Texans are uncomplicated people. We love our freedom, sports teams, and guns!! That's right, just about everyone in Texas is packing heat, which is probably why we have one of the lowest violent crime rates in the country. It's just a really bad idea to break into most Texas homes, unless you just WANT to die!! There's that, and the fact that we have the largest prison system in the world, so if you do the crime, we have a place for you to do the time!! Beyond prison, we have the DEATH PENALTY in Texas and we aren't afraid to use it! Texas leads the entire country (By a BUNCH) in sending bad guys to the afterlife!!
Don't get me wrong, Texas is an AWESOME state full of wonderful, amazing people, but Texans are not inclined to put up with too much B/S!! We defeated Santa Anna and the Mexican Army for our independence and no Union troops ever held ground in Texas during the entire war of Northern Aggression!!
If you're truly worried about moving to Texas because the state is too conservative, I'd say you have quite a delima on your hands, because Ohio is on the verge of joining the GOP ranks a week from this coming Tuesday, and that's a fact!! So, you might as well come to Texas where you can get a job and not pay state income tax, or have to worry about crime, or worry about the state being able to pay it's bills. Truth is, everything's better in Texas!! If you have any specific questions about any specific area of Texas, just ask? I'm like the "Music Man," I've been everywhere!!
pervyoldguy:
In my (admittedly limited) experience, Texans are mostly completely full of shit, especially the ones who brag about what a great place Texas is!
I am completely miserable. 
I have been having a bunch of issues with my one cat. He kept peeing all over the carpet. I took him to the vet cuz I thought he had a urinary tract infection. The vet did some tests on him and said he didn't. She said it was due to stress and to try getting another litter box because I...
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I have been having a bunch of issues with my one cat. He kept peeing all over the carpet. I took him to the vet cuz I thought he had a urinary tract infection. The vet did some tests on him and said he didn't. She said it was due to stress and to try getting another litter box because I... Read More
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ac78:
Oh I'm so sorry lovely - that's totally fucked. Hope we can chat sometime soon.
elpaso:
That totally sucks, and I hope you feel better soon!
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ac78:
It will grow back!
olliver:
Thank you for support on my new set! 
Another one coming soon!!...
Another one coming soon!!...
electricity traveling though space and time,
floating hanging in electronic web,
cicada buzzing, humming of static reverb,
firey crackle of lighting, of bone dry kindling catching,
longing rooted deep to the core,
I am an infinite chasm of emptiness,
and you are the only rock hard reality that can fill me,
twisted in a knot of angst,
please untie me, release me at last
floating hanging in electronic web,
cicada buzzing, humming of static reverb,
firey crackle of lighting, of bone dry kindling catching,
longing rooted deep to the core,
I am an infinite chasm of emptiness,
and you are the only rock hard reality that can fill me,
twisted in a knot of angst,
please untie me, release me at last
greaser:
Alright, if you insist
richard_:
Wow... i'm seriously liking the poetry... 
But yeah, i'm afraid I do attract the sexually bold felines quite regularly. lol
But yeah, i'm afraid I do attract the sexually bold felines quite regularly. lol I am a nut about halloween and I always try and think up interesting and unique costumes. I usually make most of it myself unless I am feeling exceptionally lazy. Last year I was a dark masquerade ball go-er, inspired by edgar allen poe's "Mask of the red death". I was Diana of the hunt one year, Lady Luck, The queen of hearts, "a bad...
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elpaso:
The Kitsune is actually considered a good deity...Check out (wikipedia.org) and search Kitsune.
You will find some pretty damn good info on this dude there!
It's even thought to posses the magic of becoming a woman!
You will find some pretty damn good info on this dude there!
It's even thought to posses the magic of becoming a woman!
stirfry:
i dont know... maybe i feel like i am doing a ton of shit, but have no outlet or reward...
It is finally starting to get decently busy at my restaurant on the weekends. I had a pretty solid night tonight. I sat at the bar and had a drink after work with some chics I work with. It was hilarious because there were a lot of rich cougars and their entourage who were very badly dressed and choc full of various plastic surgeries. They...
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greaser:
Snazzy is a good word
Drunk cougars? I don't know if I'd find them funny or annoying
Drunk cougars? I don't know if I'd find them funny or annoying
venom:
im glad you liked my set, thank you very much for the positive feedback! <3
hope the restaurant stays busy and not with all jerks either!
hope the restaurant stays busy and not with all jerks either!
I was just perusing the pics of the hopefuls as well as pink girls as usual and i happened to start looking at some of the profiles of the girls which i normally don't do much of. I started noticing most of the girls are around 22, 23, 24. That is throughly depressing. I am 8 years older than most of these girls. I feel...
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elpaso:
Most of these comments are bull! "Except the one about chacing 18 yr old girls if youre 36"
If youre chasing young girls, then yeah, I'd say youre a pervert!
But if you meet a woman, or man and things click and she/he happens to be 20, then let nature take it's course. So long as both parties know each others age and not lying about it why should we complain?
Getting old does not suck! and don't let anyone tell you different sweetie! One should not have to change their ways or act different or take naps at 3 in the afternoon or any of that bullshit people think just because of a certain age!
Age gracefully... just continue doing what you like to do and enjoy life to the fullest! Hell most of my friends are 10, even 20 yrs younger than I and act more like old farts than I!
I'm sure you have more important things to worry about??
Age should be the last of your worries!
If youre chasing young girls, then yeah, I'd say youre a pervert!
But if you meet a woman, or man and things click and she/he happens to be 20, then let nature take it's course. So long as both parties know each others age and not lying about it why should we complain?
Getting old does not suck! and don't let anyone tell you different sweetie! One should not have to change their ways or act different or take naps at 3 in the afternoon or any of that bullshit people think just because of a certain age!
Age gracefully... just continue doing what you like to do and enjoy life to the fullest! Hell most of my friends are 10, even 20 yrs younger than I and act more like old farts than I!
I'm sure you have more important things to worry about??
Age should be the last of your worries!
violentpatriot:
oh yeah. this is definitely a tween photo site! Dont let that stop you though - everyone loves boobs!
I finally finished "tropic of capricorn". I feel like it took me forever to read it I have been working so dam much.
So I was scouting around the library looking for stuff to read next. The library in my town really kind of sux.
They don't have much in the way of fiction other than bad romance novels and murder mystery books old
old...
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So I was scouting around the library looking for stuff to read next. The library in my town really kind of sux.
They don't have much in the way of fiction other than bad romance novels and murder mystery books old
old...
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violentpatriot:
thanks babe! Good luck in Ohio I forgot how good your reading list is!
I forgot how good your reading list is!
stirfry:
she speaks! lol
I made bread! i'm so dam proud of myself! My mom used to make homemade bread and pies all the time when i was growing up. I was feeling nostalgic and i really wanted some hot homemade bread. My mom sucks and she met someone on the internet married him and moved to massachusetts. (she also converted to be mormon but that's another story) So...
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dezzie:
Aw sweet deal! You got me all nostalgic, me and my mom used to make home-made bread too. That's so sweet.
Thanks for the love on my set Walk Without Rhythm and if you want I can totally kidnap you and take you to white sands. We'd have fun
Thanks for the love on my set Walk Without Rhythm and if you want I can totally kidnap you and take you to white sands. We'd have fun
violentpatriot:
I like bread....
Nice pumpkins ya got there