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Holy crap! I finally finished " Anna Karenina" . It took me forever to read it it was long as hell. I have difficulty with the russian authors i think. All the russian names and surnames can get very confusing. I have a hard time remembering who is who. They call someone by their real name and then a nickname and i'm like wait a...
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My boss is the biggest tool of all time. I have been sick for several day I already took two days off. I tried to pull it together today and come in. I was feeling sort of better i just had a stuffy nose still. So I took cold medicine and drug my ass in there. Well i get there and start setting up the...
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Valentine's day = epic fail Loving myself today, bought myself presents and then made mad love to myself. Tomorrow i will buy valentines chocolates on sale and the cu de gra.....i am dismally sick. I am counting down days until vacation!

Happy valentine's day muthafuckas!!! Be my valentine??? I got my tax money so I have been online shopping buying my own dam presents...lol I am not expecting any from anyone.... . except my mom...lol

aaaarg Having sensitive skin sux! Due to being poor i picked up different soap than i normally do. I usually get dove with moisturizers in it to wash my face. I am allergic to a lot of kinds of soap, face wash ect. I got ivory soap which one would thing is very plain and free of weird stuff. My whole face was red and...
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pretty much every goddam person i work with is quitting. It's hilarious! We have had 3 bartenders quit or are in the process of quitting. ....and we have had 5 servers quit over the course of a month....the hostess just quit and one of the two bus boys......holy shit....I need to jump on the band wagon.....lol. I finally have a day off tomorrow.

I am...
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i actually made a reasonable amount of money tonight....and they passed out our checks to us without any of the usual hassle they have been giving us where we have to chase or check around for half a week. Awesome!! It is so nice to make a reasonable amount of money. The other day I was so broke I didn't have enough money to get...
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strayed from the path, lost and frozen, wandering for miles in the wrong direction

cavernous emptiness,absolute longing to be safe, to be warm, to be engulfed and enfolded,

broken, a crack in the ceiling, spreading ever outward,mired in helplessness,

treading lightly, from ice flow to ice flow, path unknown,reaching out for warmth,

to be filled with fire,breathing in another breath, hand encircled, momentarily filling the...
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Well my sister booked my vacation for me. She is going with me and she wanted to book it now so we could get a cheaper price. She talked me into staying in San Diego instead of palm springs. I'm still probably gonna get a car so i can go to other places around there. We have a gorgeous hotel right on mission bay. Will...
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I just got my taxes done. I'm getting back 4 grand!! Nice, sometimes it's good to live in poverty....well actually only at tax time....if you have a kid. Stupid H and R Block doesn't do refund anticipation loans anymore though.....that sux. I used to be able to get my money the same day. Now I have to wait 8 to 15 days and they charge...
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One of the other bartenders at my bar quit with no notice so i had to go in and work today on my day off.....booo. I don't get a day off till friday now. Upside I actually have a friday off!!! This neeever happens. I still need a new job. No progress in that so far. I have been doing the whole resolution happy- horseshit....
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