saida

I missed prom sorry kids

But I recieved my first Cordao for Capoeira.. dark green Folks this is a much higher achievment than I expected.. yay me..

The Batizado was amazing.. all together in the past 5 days
*Ive played/trained 40 hours of capoeira
*went down a belt size
*drank 8,00000 caperinas
*lost my voice singing
*cried because of the beautiful energy that exists in people
*laughed untill my stomach hurt
*got my ass kicked
*kicked ass
*watched my son grow as a person
*met some of the most amazing Capoeiristas
*got lost in the moment.. the hour, the day(s)
*smiled untill I passed out from exhaustion
*danced so hard in Samba de Roda untill I almost fell down
*danced salsa like a pro
A married man tried to kiss me.. .. and it was an upstanding highest rank person in Capoeira! Brasilians I tell ya!

Last but not least I recieved my long awaited new name: CIGANA (see-gah-nah) - it means gypsie in Portguese. It was given to me by Mestre Marcello because of the way I play Capoeira, dance, my tattoos, peircings, and scarfs on my head. He said I am a beautiful mystery.. a very insightful man..



4 days this is gonna get pretty ugly.. the countdown is till the day I have to make some very big decisions that I am deathly afraid to make. WILL I LIVE?.. or WILL I DIE? we will see.


added monday night:
I think I am going to stop doing Mugs N Jugs soon.. I just want to fade away.. not be Saida anymore.. the only problem is that I follow me where ever I go! FUCK!