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SG had inspired me when I was 15-16yo when I was a very weird, odd, gothic girl who was extremely depressed. I would log on to sg and read others blogs and time after time there was always something there that cheered me up. I was huge then a felt so nasty. So badly I wanted to be a model and beautiful yet I hated the mags and"industry". Sg helped me learn to believe I'm still beautiful chunky, pierced, goth or what! I promised myself to become an sg when I turned 18 but live happened and I got pregnant was living in own home with the father and playing adult. A lot a lot of shit has changed since 18 and I'm now 25 and able to go forward with my dream to be that suicide girl I always need to be. I watch the documovies like uk holiday and I crave so badly that life to travel explore the world go out side the comfort level and be apart of a huge and wonderful thing! Being an sg means so much more than just modeling pin up our alternatively. If you work hard here so so so many doors open up for you! I see it all the time like @radeo for instance, she is doing so much and so many things that came her way all positive and you can't help but know sg helped her! My calling is traveling but have no means necessary to do it my own but even if I did it wouldn't be the way I want it without having sg behind my every move. Sg means everything to me. Its my world I know it'll take time but I know I'll be that super awesome SG Ive always wanted to be! And I would never have this amount of confidence and the will to better myself if it wasn't for sg coming into my life at the key moment I needed guidance back when I was a sad little turtle. Because of them I'm happy! sg is my go to for anti depressant and I can't thank the sg world enough for that!