So...the countown is on yet again. I take the GMAT again on Friday and I've been freaking out for the past week. I even skipped the opening football game for my university. But my cousin got me out to a country western bar where many guys talked to me and one who was 21 tried to pick me...not to take me home but to hang out. Haha...I was like...um sorry buddy, I tried the younger thing and it didn't work out for me. He tried hard though.
Oh and on a side note, that guy that has been the subject of far too many blogs went out with my cousin and I. It wasn't my idea...it was hers...he's her friend after all and she's the one who was trying to set us up. So that was pleasantly awkward. He hardly spoke to me which was normal. He would hardly speak to me when we hung out but say a lot in texts and ims. But he does talk to other people. It did bother me a little bit that he still can't talk to me. He was talking to another girl. And that didn't bother me. But not to sound shallow but she made me feel pretty good about myself. I'm not trying to be mean, but I've watched What Not to Wear enough to know that you play up your positives and you don't wear things just because they look cute on others...and don't get me started on hair and make up. I won't lie...I was glad that so many guys were talking to me in front of him. I don't want to get with him or deal with him much...but I wanted him to see the true. Being nice doesn't equal falling for you! And that I don't need him. 2 things he seemed to think about me.
Anywho, last week was no fun. I started classes...which 2 of them are fun...they're dance classes and I would randomly have minor break downs at night pulling every single insecurity I have about myself and every single self doubt along with it. But I'm doing better this week.
I hope that as of Friday night (or Saturday because I was out celebrating) that I've done well enough on the GMAT to get into grad school officially and get this next chapter of my life over with!!
Oh and I forgot to say. Despite the slight awkwardness on Saturday night...it was soooo much fun. I did a lot of line dances. I will need to get a dress that looks cute with cowboy boots though because jeans got WAY too hot! And even though I hate my thighs...comfort is key. What do you guys think of this one?
Oh and on a side note, that guy that has been the subject of far too many blogs went out with my cousin and I. It wasn't my idea...it was hers...he's her friend after all and she's the one who was trying to set us up. So that was pleasantly awkward. He hardly spoke to me which was normal. He would hardly speak to me when we hung out but say a lot in texts and ims. But he does talk to other people. It did bother me a little bit that he still can't talk to me. He was talking to another girl. And that didn't bother me. But not to sound shallow but she made me feel pretty good about myself. I'm not trying to be mean, but I've watched What Not to Wear enough to know that you play up your positives and you don't wear things just because they look cute on others...and don't get me started on hair and make up. I won't lie...I was glad that so many guys were talking to me in front of him. I don't want to get with him or deal with him much...but I wanted him to see the true. Being nice doesn't equal falling for you! And that I don't need him. 2 things he seemed to think about me.
Anywho, last week was no fun. I started classes...which 2 of them are fun...they're dance classes and I would randomly have minor break downs at night pulling every single insecurity I have about myself and every single self doubt along with it. But I'm doing better this week.
I hope that as of Friday night (or Saturday because I was out celebrating) that I've done well enough on the GMAT to get into grad school officially and get this next chapter of my life over with!!
Oh and I forgot to say. Despite the slight awkwardness on Saturday night...it was soooo much fun. I did a lot of line dances. I will need to get a dress that looks cute with cowboy boots though because jeans got WAY too hot! And even though I hate my thighs...comfort is key. What do you guys think of this one?
beebee:
Glad your getting out and having some fun. The dress you linked too looks very cute. Did you buy it yet?