safeshadows

I had my interview this morning with the Athletics Department. I still have to meet with the Assistant Director. But I have a good feeling about it. Since there were 3 people who have had interviews and we're all in different majors. I'm the only business tutor so I'll have to tutor for every business subject...bleh and I thought I was done with Marketing and Economics...oh well. It seems like it'll be fun and I'll work 10-20 hours a week. I pick my own schedule. It's gonna be a little more than half of what I was making an hour and over half or 75% less hours a week. But I'll be stress free...at least at a job. So we'll see what happens.

And with everything that was going on I forgot to share about my sunburn. I live in Florida. I should be used to it right? Well I haven't been to the beach in over 2 years and not because it's that far of a drive. Like 45 minutes in traffic. Anyways, I neglected to re-apply. So I got a severe sunburn. And what's different about a severe sunburn is that it continues to get worse 24-48 hours AFTER you were in the sun. So that was me. Never suffered from such. My chest and back were basically hot pink. I forgot to get my friend to put some sunscreen on my back and I had put it on my chest. My chest is worse than my back! I have a first degree sunburn. I can finally wear a bra without pain again! But it's starting to itch and it's got little blisters all over. So I'm not sure which was worse. With my skin was tingling so bad I wanted to rip it off or now that it's itching but still hurts when I touch it too hard to I can't really scratch it. Blah. Now I will NEVER forget to re-apply. In fact I will re-apply every 30 minutes. Especially since I was in the water the entire time I was there...you live and you learn...

And on the guy front. The guy that's been in both of my previous 2 posts. Apparently he wasn't really fine with just be friends and losing all of the benefits of dating me...which weren't that many yet. He IM'd me again last night (which a little piece of advice guys. Call the girl every once in a while. Don't just text and IM. A phone call like once a week would totally rock!) Anyways. He basically wanted to come over have me meet up with him to fool around. Which is what caused me to question this to begin with. I always turn him down when he does that, I don't know why he asks. But the night before he's the one that said let's just be friends. And I told him no making out. I'm not a friend with benefits. BAH!

I hate the fact that I just want to be wanted and I find myself actually conteplating his requests. What's wrong with me? I wish people woudl stop using me and I wish even more that I would stop letting them and recognize it sooner. I also wish that my prince on a big horse would come get me and ride us off into the sunset...