saeval

so, my not smoothness may have played a part, cause I totally choked with that girl. just seeing how beautiful she is, I just felt inadequate around her, like i was helping her "slum". Anyway, we watched 300, and hung out for a bit. a barely had the courage to friggin hold her hand, I felt like a 5th grader. she let me, and I then didn't have the courage to do anything after, cause I was so psyched i got that far. God. Lame. well, she may or may not have been put off by that horrible display of wussiness, or she may not. I'm gonna ask her to go do something else, give myself a second chance to take some sort of iniative, if it doesn't work, it doesn't work. maybe batting cages, mini golf, go down to the pier, I dunno. any suggestions?