saeval

merry christmas everyone, my grandpa is out of the hospital, gonna have christmas at his place with all the family. hopefully it will turn out better than my last three christmas's, I've had a really bad streak with the winter holidays for the last three years. ex showed up today, gave her a present I couldn't afford. since we broke up she got a lip ring and has started up smoking and smoking pot again. meh. I wonder if she got the lip ring cause she thought I would be grossed out by it? I actually find it rather hot. still kinda sad about being alone for the holidays, and I really do miss having her around alot, she was a good part of my life. anyway, I'm rather spent on that relationship, don't think it is gonna go anywhere, my hand is played out. A cute asian girl at my new job is displaying interest in me, I like her, but I feel its to soon, but if I wait, I'm sure she is gonna get snatched up by somebody. Ugh.