sadpanda

Hah! Well, sure, I suppose. But what I'm talking about is an energy-sapping barrage of small bullshits and aggravatingly missed opportunities. I got in my car today after work, and the dainty crack on the right side of my windshield had gone flying across at eye level under the heat of the sun. It's already marked up with conspicuous orange lettering from when it got towed, and the whole thing could use a wash, and I can't afford to buy a new car, and I don't know what my chances are of getting a loan to buy a new (used) replacement.

And the ladies. Don't get me started on the ladies. Sometimes it feels like it's all trials and tribulations.

I think what I'm getting at is that I could really use a break somewhere in my life, but life is generally apathetic about the whole deal and would rather go on a picnic without me. There's few things more demoralizing than a steady stream of polite indifference.

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