sadlyblue

Yesterday was an strange, kind of bizarre, day.
I got up late, early in the afternoon.
Ate, went to the gym for 3h, and went by mcdonalds to grab something to eat. Took a bath and went out.
This is my regular saturday routine.

Except i was waked up by a college, that was coming by for me to save some photos she tooked on a trip using a borrowed digital camera. And she qanted me to save them to a cd.
No problem there. She is so beautifull and sweet. Juliana. Always smilling. Has a boyfriend that is a completely an asshole.
One time she invited me for a party in her house. I think she wanted to hook me up with a friend of hers. And her boyfriend shows up with his friends, drunk, all of them, even if he tryied to cover it up. They went inside, to have some more to drink.
A few weeks later, i was at this bar with some friends, guess who shows up? Him, her boyfriend, alone, getting a little drunk again...

It's like they say, good guys finish last...
I'm going to start being a bad guy.


At saturdays, i usually hang out with a group of friends. Mixed (males and females).

One of them had his girlfriend along. They haven't told everyoe yet, and at first he denied any interest. But the playing around, the hands touching dont foul anyone.
I'm kind happy for him, his a nice guy and deserves this. She's a nice girl, but to uptight for me.

Today, the same old thing, stayed home. Watched some movies, relaxed...
I dont quite like going out at sundays, too many sunday-drivers.

So i guess i'm a little down. I need someone by my side, but at the same time, i know its a hard task to find the right one.
I won't settle for anything less...

Song of the Day: "No more i love yous" - Annie Lennox

See you tomorrow