Well, it's been an interesting week that's, surprisingly, gone by pretty fast. I got a letter from my mother's boyfriend (who has been in jail for about 8 years, she meet him in jail yada yada yada. not your typical situation with it, I just don't feel like fully explaining it) And well, they plan on getting married. This man has NO grammar/writing skills, has nazi tattoos all over (as well as disney ones) My mothers face on his chest, etc. He's half her age (which doesn't bother me) And he is, in fact, very sweet to her--they call each other as much s they can, she visits him whenever he can, etc. Over the past eyar or so, I've really wanted nothing to do with him. Here's a list of a few reasons why:
-in every letter he feels the need to tell me ho much he loves my mother, like he has to prove it to me
-Signed me up to get a White Supremacist Magazine because " I'd like the boots"
-He sent Eric a letter telling him how much he wants to meet him etc, they says how he "hates niggers" and well, Eric's dad was black.
-To make it up to him, he sends him a rap CD
-Recently sent me a letter (that he had someone else write so it was legible--still HORRIBLE grammar)
about "Why am I doing those bad things on the internet?" "That's some heavy stuff I'm getting into" and that "I'm hurting my mother and him" Then asked for pictures of me after that, and told me to give my best friend, Amanda his address. Also telling me that me getting married is taking a big step, and I should think about what I'm doing...when I was with Steve, it didn't matter to him...and I was younger, so I'm guessing it's because of the mixed race thing. My mom swears he's "just racist in there"
It's total bullshit. My mom thinks that me doing the SG thing is actually really cool. In fact, if I do become an SG, she wants a bumber sticker that says " My daughter is a Suicide Girl" like those "My kid is an honor role student" things. Shes pissed at him because she said not to say anything about it for 1, and the letter didn't say what he told her it said.
I'm pissed about the complete hypocrisy of it--he raped a woman, and "I'm doing bad things on the internet" He was engaged to my mother before physically meeting her, etc.
So, I told my mother I'm going to punch him in the mouth when he gets out.
She already bitched him out in a letter saying how I want no part of him, and to not even expect me at their wedding, which was all from her. I told her that in all honesty, I don't' wanna be there, because it's a celebrating of something I don't want to celebrate. However, I will be there to support her. She went to visit him last night, so I'm sure she bitched him out--I let her take the letter to.
I hate that man. granted, he's not abusive and controlling like my father, but he's no better to me.
Ano anotehr note, I decided to tell Loki to go fuck herself basically, but that would only make this post longer, so I won't bother with anything about it till I get a response anyway. I'm tired of the fair weather friend shit, and the fact that most of my chick friends are just that.
There's a reason all but 2 of my bridesmaids will be guys
I thought about making them wear dresses, but since we wanna have it in Arlington Cemetery ( Eric's dad is buried there, and I've wanted to get married in a cemetery since I was 12) I don't think they'd appreciate it much 
Good things, good things...
Well, Eric surprised me by coming home early today
I knew he was probably going to, but when I say "surprised me" I mean it--I was sitting up from a silight wake up from a dream, and as I did, he walked in the door :b. I also woke up before he left, and didn't help the going to work motivation.
He's trying to get me hired back on and get the little fucker that hires himself back fired, wince well, he hired himself back, and sleeps in the field during work, is completely ADHD, and uses that as an excuse for not doing work at all. Eric hasn't had much work to do wither...so who knows. I just hope I acan find something before the unemployment checks run out
Hmm, I'm hungry, I might go eat something, or go enjoy my extra time with Eric
-in every letter he feels the need to tell me ho much he loves my mother, like he has to prove it to me
-Signed me up to get a White Supremacist Magazine because " I'd like the boots"
-He sent Eric a letter telling him how much he wants to meet him etc, they says how he "hates niggers" and well, Eric's dad was black.
-To make it up to him, he sends him a rap CD
-Recently sent me a letter (that he had someone else write so it was legible--still HORRIBLE grammar)
about "Why am I doing those bad things on the internet?" "That's some heavy stuff I'm getting into" and that "I'm hurting my mother and him" Then asked for pictures of me after that, and told me to give my best friend, Amanda his address. Also telling me that me getting married is taking a big step, and I should think about what I'm doing...when I was with Steve, it didn't matter to him...and I was younger, so I'm guessing it's because of the mixed race thing. My mom swears he's "just racist in there"
It's total bullshit. My mom thinks that me doing the SG thing is actually really cool. In fact, if I do become an SG, she wants a bumber sticker that says " My daughter is a Suicide Girl" like those "My kid is an honor role student" things. Shes pissed at him because she said not to say anything about it for 1, and the letter didn't say what he told her it said.
I'm pissed about the complete hypocrisy of it--he raped a woman, and "I'm doing bad things on the internet" He was engaged to my mother before physically meeting her, etc.
So, I told my mother I'm going to punch him in the mouth when he gets out.
She already bitched him out in a letter saying how I want no part of him, and to not even expect me at their wedding, which was all from her. I told her that in all honesty, I don't' wanna be there, because it's a celebrating of something I don't want to celebrate. However, I will be there to support her. She went to visit him last night, so I'm sure she bitched him out--I let her take the letter to.
I hate that man. granted, he's not abusive and controlling like my father, but he's no better to me.
Ano anotehr note, I decided to tell Loki to go fuck herself basically, but that would only make this post longer, so I won't bother with anything about it till I get a response anyway. I'm tired of the fair weather friend shit, and the fact that most of my chick friends are just that.
There's a reason all but 2 of my bridesmaids will be guys
I thought about making them wear dresses, but since we wanna have it in Arlington Cemetery ( Eric's dad is buried there, and I've wanted to get married in a cemetery since I was 12) I don't think they'd appreciate it much
Good things, good things...
Well, Eric surprised me by coming home early today
I knew he was probably going to, but when I say "surprised me" I mean it--I was sitting up from a silight wake up from a dream, and as I did, he walked in the door :b. I also woke up before he left, and didn't help the going to work motivation.
He's trying to get me hired back on and get the little fucker that hires himself back fired, wince well, he hired himself back, and sleeps in the field during work, is completely ADHD, and uses that as an excuse for not doing work at all. Eric hasn't had much work to do wither...so who knows. I just hope I acan find something before the unemployment checks run out
Hmm, I'm hungry, I might go eat something, or go enjoy my extra time with Eric
My husband and I had a quiet little wedding, nothing like how I would have wanted it, your idea sounds awesome. I wanted to get married in October, but it was on such a whim, we were married in May. I think for our 5 year wedding anniversary though, I'm going to have a vow renewal and do it all how I imagined it with a sort of morbid theme, just like the things you like (that's why I thought you were so cool because we sort of have similar interests
Hope it all works out for the best