"A Very Merry Un-Birthday To ME!"
Yeah, today I'm 20. So much has changed. I left Steve for good, and I couldn't be happier. I have someone who love's me for me, an apartment, soon to have a tattoo, and no depression.
I left Steve on September 27th, and went for some support from my best friend Eric. Since we both work at the same place, it was more convenient for me to spend the night at his place, because it was really far from my house. Eric made me happier in one night that Steve did in 5 years. He also understands me better than I do. He had liked me for about 6 months or so--had been subtly trying to get me for 6 months. He gave me what I needed for years, and showed me that I deserved to be happy & what it felt like to be treated right.
I love him so much--he's the most genuine, loving, sweet, cuddly person. I've never felt this good about myself either--he makes me a better person, and is the first to ever accomplish that. Our personalities are so similar--also, hive minds. As he said, one of us is going to wake up one morning and we'll be having sex with ourselves ^_^. Same sense of fucked up humor--I can completely be myself around him--not even the slightest restriction. We have an apartment together, and have yet to have an actual fight.
It's going into the 3rd month, and I never want it to end. I'm soooo fucking happy, my head feels like it's going to explode. As corny as it sounds, I didn't think I could love more than I had before, but oh was I wrong. I didn't think it was possible to fall for someone even more once you loved them as much as you thought you could. But As I always said before, nothing is impossible, and fuck, I even surprise myself.
I'll update later on tonight after the tattoo thing commnses. I''m so fucking in Love ^_^
*is giddy like a fucking school girl*
Yeah, today I'm 20. So much has changed. I left Steve for good, and I couldn't be happier. I have someone who love's me for me, an apartment, soon to have a tattoo, and no depression.
I left Steve on September 27th, and went for some support from my best friend Eric. Since we both work at the same place, it was more convenient for me to spend the night at his place, because it was really far from my house. Eric made me happier in one night that Steve did in 5 years. He also understands me better than I do. He had liked me for about 6 months or so--had been subtly trying to get me for 6 months. He gave me what I needed for years, and showed me that I deserved to be happy & what it felt like to be treated right.
I love him so much--he's the most genuine, loving, sweet, cuddly person. I've never felt this good about myself either--he makes me a better person, and is the first to ever accomplish that. Our personalities are so similar--also, hive minds. As he said, one of us is going to wake up one morning and we'll be having sex with ourselves ^_^. Same sense of fucked up humor--I can completely be myself around him--not even the slightest restriction. We have an apartment together, and have yet to have an actual fight.
It's going into the 3rd month, and I never want it to end. I'm soooo fucking happy, my head feels like it's going to explode. As corny as it sounds, I didn't think I could love more than I had before, but oh was I wrong. I didn't think it was possible to fall for someone even more once you loved them as much as you thought you could. But As I always said before, nothing is impossible, and fuck, I even surprise myself.
I'll update later on tonight after the tattoo thing commnses. I''m so fucking in Love ^_^
*is giddy like a fucking school girl*VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
Have a kick ass weekend