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Hrm, update. Well, things have actualyl been really good since the drama in my last post. Without Amanda in my life, things seem to be a lot more stress Free, so I guess it was for the best.

We got our tax refund almost a month ago, and with it, got a new sound system, payed over ue bills, back-rent, and a new PC for me, however, the motherboard fried the day we fucking got it >_> the website that it said to go to only had one driver, which wasn't the right one, so it blew it up essentially. Thankfully, They're giving us a new one free of charge, shitty thing is, won't be here till monday, and well....as I said, the damn thing broke the day we got it, so I was teased by my sexy new pc, but never got to use it

For the record, I'm a bit lit, not mentally you see, as Captain Morgan doesn't make me feel liek a jackass, I just move like one

Completely off topic, but yesterday I decided that I wanted to ride Eric (I'm usually not on top anymore due to my hip/back issues) Apparently, My body has LOTS of stamina, but my horribly asthmatic lungs can NOT keep up. I had one of the worst asthma attacks ever from the riding. Granted, I pushed till I couldn't stand it anymore, even avoided taking my meds at the first sign (since my lungs didn't actually hurt, was merely out of breath) but then it started to hurt really bad, and then I couldn't move and was barely conscious. It was still fun though :]

I've been playing Half Life 2 a lot lately, including right now. I've never actualyl got around to playing it before now, as Ive always just watched others play it.

off topic again, I have a "new" (nwe because I liked her back in highschool) girl crush. She's also out new dealer, go figure but she's so tiny, and adorable, and the kinda chick I love hanging out with. I HATE typical chicks, I like chicks who are gorgeous, but with the minds of men, and she's just that. She's also a legit gamer chick, which is awesome, because really, there are so fucking few with it being a fad now a days.

I'm trying to hook her & Jer up, as he hasn't dated since me back in fucking middleschool, and she's trying to get out of an emotionally abusive relationship. the dude is a kick ass DJ, but a serious douche--would go through her phone and text/call people, flirting with them, acting liek her, reading her shit, contently verbally abusing her. She kicked him out on New Years, but, as I've also gone through, some affection is better than none when you're lonely and depressed :/ so she kept him as a fuck buddy, but recently told him to Fuck off. I was very proud of her

She's just as much of a perv/lech as I am when it comes to women too, it's so cute. So I lost amanda, and actualyl got a best friend who's like me. Keith and I have been talking a lot more lately too, and thus, have gotten closer as friends. he sees me as "one of the guys" and we often have a few beer and play video games since eric goes to sleep before we both do. Might as well be nice to my land lord/friend.

So V-day is coming up...No money for any gifs this year, however Tacy got us a "all about us" book that we fill out together, which is kinda awesome. And if all goes well, V-day will be spent getting high, watching Adult Swim Cartoons liek Sea Lab and Aqua Teen, filling out said book, then eventually sex. Maybe an arcade emulator or two, as we put the "infinite lives" cheats on, and see how fast we can beat them together

Last time Eric and I beat One of the Ninja Turtles arcade ones, and an X-men one in under 30 minutes combined.

Fuck I'm rabmling--this is what happens when I drink folks.

Regardless, there's your update of completely pointless updates about myself. now, back to Half Life 2 (this is so fucking hard to play Drunk...I raged soooooo hard at the Nova Prospekt level >_> I HATE IT WITH THE FIRE OF 1000 SUNS!