I know this is kinda lame, but I filled this thing out last night on Facebook, and felt the need to share. It' was a "25 random thoughts about you" type thing, and I always have fun with those. I think with the long responses I gave that it could be considered a legitimate post huh? 
On another note, I'm feeling much better--I still have a cough, and I'm on prednazone for another day or so, which makes me amusingly insane, but that's ok >_+ We also tried to do a shoot up at my old house inside liek I've been planning, but I was still sick, things didn't go so well, so no set from there, but there are some really nice pictures we got. Sadly, we never got to the nudity part, since well, it was so fucking cold, and I was coughing waaaaayyy too much.
Here's that survey thingie--you'll learn some things about me man, and some stuff.
1) I was recently paid $50 for a single bracelet commission (the price was a surprise to me) and since I felt it was too much, I made an additional bracelet to go with it :p
2) I bought Eric and I shirts from the soon-to-be-gone T-Shiirt Hell.com
one of which Eric used to have, and one he never got the chance to get. I got myself one that says "Stop Abortions, Kill Sluts" in pink.
3) My mother is actually going to buy the only bastard T they have left on T-shirt hell. I'm sure it will offend any if not all of you and I don't really care
4) I am going through an identity issue atm, because I started taking Prozac for anxiety (ironically enough, not for depression, since Eric cured that) and I'm surprising myself every day.
5) I find girls to be more physically appealing in all aspects, yet, I hate the general female presence, and mentality, which is why I could never be a lesbian.
6) I sometimes get too into the games I play (I suppose) and when In those in depth play sessions, get irritated with normal human interaction.
7) I'm naked on the internet, and since my set hasn't been bought, it was for free still gonna try again though. being naked doesn't bother me, because it's not porn.
8) I worry that my little brother is a little too enamored with me, and has a sister version of the etipis complex, and i fear that he'll never find what he's looking for in a girl, since it's basically me.
9) I have so many tattoos that I want to get, and I have so many of them drawn out already.
10) I STILL don't have a mother fucking job, and soon the unemployment runs out, and if no one will hire me, I honestly don't know what I'm going to do :/
11) I'm very brutally honest, straight forward, and blunt, which people, more often than not, take as me just being a bitch, when that's NOT my intention, most of the time at least.
13) I don't feel sympathy for random cancer patients. For example, if someone is a complete douche bag, and they have cancer, that doesn't make them a good person--it's not the happy disease.They're still the same douche bag they were before--EVERYONE dies, only some get to select how. Cancer isn't picky, and it does not make a person special.
14) I would fuck Emilie Autumn if I ever got the chance, even though I don't believe in empty sex, and truth be told, I'd probably be too nervous in her presence to actually go through with anything.
15) I feel pure serenity when I'm out in nature. Said nature usually has to have some sort of water (like a stream, lake, etc) for me to be completely at peace.
16) I was in an abusive (mentally and physically) relationship for 5 years, and was broken to the point that I didn't think there would ever be repair. Amusingly enough, I've never been happier in my life--those cracks were mended with something so much better.
17) I'm going to be an aunt, AGAIN, and I couldn't care less. This is my brother's 5th kid, with the 3rd woman/whore that he'll enivetibly leave, and abandon the kid, then go pop out another one with "the love of his life" He is a horrible father, and in most ways, I'm ashamed to be his family...yet, he's still my brother, and I still love him.
18) I love my kitty, Spooky more than a normal person should love a cat, yet I hate him just as much.
19) I'm extremely interested in the psychological working of one's mind. The area of how and why a certain person's sex life is the way it is is fascinating to me. Same with mental illness--why dysfunctional people do what they do, why it helps them. I would LOVE to be a psychologist, and/or maybe a sex therapist one day, since I'm so analytically comfortable with the topic of Sex, and the mind, yet, I don't think I could put up with the 8+ years of Schooling.
20). have too many health issues for my age.
21) I used to go to a youth group in Middle school, ironically, when I was most interested in wicca. I hated the bible studies, but enjoyed contradicting the ideals. But most importantly, I went for the awesome food and trips/vacations we went on. Without them, I would have never gone to Floridia
22)I like being "one of the guys" and, as I do enjoy some girly activities, they're tiring usually, and I much prefer the way guys interact/hang out.
23) Although I have a poor sense of self image and self esteem, I have no problem posing nude for a camera. However, I do NOT do this for compliments or acceptance from other people, I just do it because I have fun doing it. Getting naked in front of actual people though is a different issue.
24) Because of how open I am with my thoughts on sex and what not, people often mistake me for being a slut, when, in reality, I've only slept with 2 men, and I was engaged to the one, and married the other. The only other additions were 2 girls. So that's a total of 4 people I've slept with, so I'm certainly not a slut.
25) We'll soon be moving out of our little love nest into Keith's house, which will be interesting, since I've never had a roommate that wasn't the man I was fucking. I think it'll be a fun experience though, and the company is nice.
On another note, I'm feeling much better--I still have a cough, and I'm on prednazone for another day or so, which makes me amusingly insane, but that's ok >_+ We also tried to do a shoot up at my old house inside liek I've been planning, but I was still sick, things didn't go so well, so no set from there, but there are some really nice pictures we got. Sadly, we never got to the nudity part, since well, it was so fucking cold, and I was coughing waaaaayyy too much.
Here's that survey thingie--you'll learn some things about me man, and some stuff.
1) I was recently paid $50 for a single bracelet commission (the price was a surprise to me) and since I felt it was too much, I made an additional bracelet to go with it :p
2) I bought Eric and I shirts from the soon-to-be-gone T-Shiirt Hell.com
one of which Eric used to have, and one he never got the chance to get. I got myself one that says "Stop Abortions, Kill Sluts" in pink.
3) My mother is actually going to buy the only bastard T they have left on T-shirt hell. I'm sure it will offend any if not all of you and I don't really care
4) I am going through an identity issue atm, because I started taking Prozac for anxiety (ironically enough, not for depression, since Eric cured that) and I'm surprising myself every day.
5) I find girls to be more physically appealing in all aspects, yet, I hate the general female presence, and mentality, which is why I could never be a lesbian.
6) I sometimes get too into the games I play (I suppose) and when In those in depth play sessions, get irritated with normal human interaction.
7) I'm naked on the internet, and since my set hasn't been bought, it was for free
still gonna try again though. being naked doesn't bother me, because it's not porn.
8) I worry that my little brother is a little too enamored with me, and has a sister version of the etipis complex, and i fear that he'll never find what he's looking for in a girl, since it's basically me.
9) I have so many tattoos that I want to get, and I have so many of them drawn out already.
10) I STILL don't have a mother fucking job, and soon the unemployment runs out, and if no one will hire me, I honestly don't know what I'm going to do :/
11) I'm very brutally honest, straight forward, and blunt, which people, more often than not, take as me just being a bitch, when that's NOT my intention, most of the time at least.
13) I don't feel sympathy for random cancer patients. For example, if someone is a complete douche bag, and they have cancer, that doesn't make them a good person--it's not the happy disease.They're still the same douche bag they were before--EVERYONE dies, only some get to select how. Cancer isn't picky, and it does not make a person special.
14) I would fuck Emilie Autumn if I ever got the chance, even though I don't believe in empty sex, and truth be told, I'd probably be too nervous in her presence to actually go through with anything.
15) I feel pure serenity when I'm out in nature. Said nature usually has to have some sort of water (like a stream, lake, etc) for me to be completely at peace.
16) I was in an abusive (mentally and physically) relationship for 5 years, and was broken to the point that I didn't think there would ever be repair. Amusingly enough, I've never been happier in my life--those cracks were mended with something so much better.
17) I'm going to be an aunt, AGAIN, and I couldn't care less. This is my brother's 5th kid, with the 3rd woman/whore that he'll enivetibly leave, and abandon the kid, then go pop out another one with "the love of his life" He is a horrible father, and in most ways, I'm ashamed to be his family...yet, he's still my brother, and I still love him.
18) I love my kitty, Spooky more than a normal person should love a cat, yet I hate him just as much.
19) I'm extremely interested in the psychological working of one's mind. The area of how and why a certain person's sex life is the way it is is fascinating to me. Same with mental illness--why dysfunctional people do what they do, why it helps them. I would LOVE to be a psychologist, and/or maybe a sex therapist one day, since I'm so analytically comfortable with the topic of Sex, and the mind, yet, I don't think I could put up with the 8+ years of Schooling.
20). have too many health issues for my age.
21) I used to go to a youth group in Middle school, ironically, when I was most interested in wicca. I hated the bible studies, but enjoyed contradicting the ideals. But most importantly, I went for the awesome food and trips/vacations we went on. Without them, I would have never gone to Floridia
22)I like being "one of the guys" and, as I do enjoy some girly activities, they're tiring usually, and I much prefer the way guys interact/hang out.
23) Although I have a poor sense of self image and self esteem, I have no problem posing nude for a camera. However, I do NOT do this for compliments or acceptance from other people, I just do it because I have fun doing it. Getting naked in front of actual people though is a different issue.
24) Because of how open I am with my thoughts on sex and what not, people often mistake me for being a slut, when, in reality, I've only slept with 2 men, and I was engaged to the one, and married the other. The only other additions were 2 girls. So that's a total of 4 people I've slept with, so I'm certainly not a slut.
25) We'll soon be moving out of our little love nest into Keith's house, which will be interesting, since I've never had a roommate that wasn't the man I was fucking. I think it'll be a fun experience though, and the company is nice.
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BTW, I love that "Stop Abortions, Kill Sluts" shirt idea.