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Tuesday Jan 30, 2007

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ehhhhhhhh FUCK.
i've been dealing with bouts of insomnia for over a month now.
i never knew my mind had so much to tell me.

right now, i fucking don't want to listen because it's telling me i'm not good enough and that is BULLSHIT.
i've already proved over and over that i'm better than him, better than all of his sluts....

why do girls always fall for the pretty lies?
why do i keep going back when i know he doesn't really love anyone but HIMSELF.


i hate venting on suicidegirls, but it's better than fucking myspace.
another evil.
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obd:
I think the insomnia is going around. Listening to the british voices on the bbc world service used to help me, but the news has been bad lately and dammnit if I didn't start paying attention ...
Jan 30, 2007
reacher:
If only sleep would come, as it has come
on other nights, already slipping through
my thoughts.

Instead now

like an old woman wringing clothes,
anguish wrings another pain from my heart.
I would cry out, but cannot.

As for torment - suffered once - I suffer on in silence.
For that which I have lost,
only I know.
Jan 30, 2007

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