sadielee's SuicideGirls Blog

i think i am going to lose my mind.

been a long time coming really, surprisingly just made the decision recently.
i think ill like not having a mind.
no scruples.
just me and the empty spot where my thoughts used to be.
eat, sleep,drink and go.
go go go.

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deceptiviewfilm:

just dead air inside huh?

Mar 3, 2008

ki1:

hmmm. not the normal bubbly you.

Mar 3, 2008

heyheyhey

maybe im going about this all wrong.

i am in a good mood. funny cuz my monies still suk and i have an assload of homework and im tired but i feel pretty ok.
i want to go to six flaggs and play all day. i want to start goin to karaoke again.
id like to go to see one of my fav local...
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_void_:

Well, you'd clearly be insane if you didn't .... or diabetic maybe.

Mar 2, 2008

_void_:

Eating with as many fingers as will comfortably fit.

Mar 2, 2008

k, feel slightly better. its just sad and frustrating to not be into someone in the "do me" way and have them come at you like that.
i am very particular on the boys i dig, they gotta meet requirements and shit ya know. hes just not in that category. now hes mad. oh well. nothin to be done about it.

on a better and...
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light_bringer:

That's good that you're particular about your boy choices. That will always help you.

Hmmm, I don't know too much about dream stuff. I sometimes think they're our brain's way of purging things out.

Feb 29, 2008

vaughannegut:

dream of seattle.

feel better...

oh... really?

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Feb 29, 2008

im so tired of being tired. it never ever ends. school, work, homework, no money, no sleep, shitty ppl.
i just want to sleep for days.
i want a warm boy in my bed and to not have to get up for a month.
i need a break. i cant keep burning both ends, im running out of wik.
i am just ash. tired and...
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light_bringer:

I have a thought, and you may or may not want to hear it. I almost think you should find yourself a full time job and put school on the back burner for awhile. You're gonna burn yourself out if you keep up this pace. You could always go to school part time. Like I said, it's just a thought. By the way, I'm your friend, and I'm not tryin' to get in your pants.

Feb 29, 2008

majorboredom:

well, i'm not trying to fuck ya! ...if that counts.

i guess i'm not really a "friend" so it doesn't matter either way.

it would be nice to disappear for a while and not have to worry about work or money.
i kinda did that one weekend...
got home from work Friday, and didn't go out again until work that Monday.
ah, it was nice! just vegged out on the couch, ate frozen pizza and
watched my Gilmore Girls box set. (the complete series)
Yes! i do like that show and i'm not ashamed to admit it.

i hope things mellow out for ya.

if you need an ear, i have two!

Feb 29, 2008

so today i worked, played outside, ate a taco and went to the bookstore(for no reason as i have no money)
and figured out just how broke i am. as i have a negative balance in my BA im a little sad.
ah well. cant really miss what you never really have right?

also i hate how slow the U.S. portal sevice is. they all...
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deceptiviewfilm:

valid points....impressive...most impressive.

Feb 28, 2008

deceptiviewfilm:

yeah....free dominguez is awesome...love using that song for my writing.

Feb 28, 2008

ok. thats IT!
i am so fuckin horny.
i need the sex.
im strung tight as shit and i am tired of it.
i am sooooooo.grrrrrrrrrr
help. eeek.
i need a boy.
a tall pale, hot boy from far away needs to be here NOW!
please. ill beg. ill do anything.

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ki1:

damn. who you talkin bout?

Feb 25, 2008

majorboredom:

i better start buildin' that ark 'cause when your dam bursts...

Feb 26, 2008

I am not a patient girl.
I am not a just wait and see kinda girl.
I am not a the longer you wait for something the better it is kinda girl.

i am more an instant gratification type of girl.

i want some thing and i cant have it. i suppose you will all tell me this is good for me. grownups wait and...
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light_bringer:

Patience is not a favorite emotion of mine either. I don't deal with it too well.

Let's take a trip to San Francisco.

Feb 24, 2008

ki1:

haa, i love people watching. nothing like it at a pub, looking around. guessing what theyre like. did nothin at the weekend. just chillid out. should have that sent off to ya by tomorrow, then count down. U.S postal suck.

Feb 24, 2008

Love me some journey

Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go 'round and 'round
You're on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sendin' all my love
Along the wire

They say that the road ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line it's been you and me
And lovin' a music man ain't always what it's supposed to be
Oh...
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ki1:

hee hee. i just want to buy a wig and get some tight leather pants. i dont know why?

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Feb 21, 2008

light_bringer:

That's an incredible song, and it says a lot.

Feb 22, 2008

okokok.
so.............delimma.
my dads an ass, but whose isnt right?
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

ok, well so i am having a good week i guess. horror movie convention fri-sun. yay. my friend ari is in a couple movies that are screening and i get to go to the VIP party and meet Malolm McDowell.
k, so thats good.
Other than that i am pretty much walking around all...
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deceptiviewfilm:

oh ur in texas....who's at ur con? I have that theme song on my ipod....

Feb 20, 2008

vaughannegut:

snurf, snurf, snurf...

i dunno why i did that, just being weird.

hey, have yourself a good night!

i'm gonna go get hit on by gay guys.

Feb 20, 2008