sadie

I"m broke I had a bank error at the atm someone got a hold of my card took a bunch of money out so now I have till wait next tuesday to get the money thats supposed to be in the account. i have some food but i dont have beer something i buy every day ugh besides thats i'm giving up drugs yet again and i'm going to start an outpatient program that lasts all day and its all women.

my life is very stressful i'm very depressed and my emotionals are all messed up and no one seems to understand or answer my cries for help i feel so alone in this world I dont have a friend in the world i'm not kidding. all i want is someone to enjoy tv, dinner, and cuddling. but everyones either a junkie or too busy for me at least thats how i feel.

i should be gratefull for what little i have but my social skills are horrible i don't know what to say ever and when i say something no one ever gets my jokes. i wish i never had to grow up