I felt like no one ever understood my panic attacks so I always hide them and never talk about them or call people anymore when i have them i havent talked about them in a long time until i feel maybe i'm going through some sort of butterfly transformation but it could just be some mental unexplainable torture. I wish I didnt have such an additcted personality. I also wish i wasnt agoraphobic (or however you spell it) I may not be able to smell but i'm a good typer.i'm having so many thoughs and emotions right now its driving me crazy and i'm typing this on some pin-up site where no one knows me but everyones seen be naked well when (in my opinion) looked good naked. but i'm alone and i wish i had someone to hug. i'm really shy i'm too cared to call anyone i have no one to call i seriously have no friends. its depressing and i'm too scared to meet anyone new. i have a few neighbors that i sometimes hang out with but there no one to i would want to ask to cry on their shoulder. i'm going to cry in my beer and listen to emo. 
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light_bringer:
Panic attacks and anxiety are very real things. Unfortunately, people that have never experienced either can't truly understand what it all feels like. By the way, you totally spelled agoraphobic correctly. 
I get that way myself sometimes...a lot of times actually. You're not alone in how you're feeling. There are lots of us around.
I get that way myself sometimes...a lot of times actually. You're not alone in how you're feeling. There are lots of us around.
light_bringer:
That's no problem at all. Glad you liked the Arch Enemy. That group is one of my favorites.