sadie

well life is still as confusing as ever. I spent a week at my dads and tried to cool down but as soon as i came back to my apartment all my old feelings came back. Hopefully i'm moving out of this building soon. Its just full of crazys and i can say that being semi crazy myself. I hate drama and i'm sick of this buidling and all the annoying people who bother me. I'm some what agoraphobic so having people knocking on my door and asking me for money or offering me drugs is annoying so i just stopped anwering my door but they keep knocking ugh. i hate hate hate hate life right now i feel like i've been saying this my whole life. when will i be happy again?